random, just like me.
Friday, June 13, 2008
♥ 11:08 PM
it has been two whole days of total slacking, doing anything i feel like doing. doing nothing when i feel like doing nothing. it feels good.
had cravings for kway chap yesterday and ta-da! as though someone just read my mind, jio-ed me for that exact thing i so much wanted to eat. so i had that for lunch. was actually drained after the previous full force of chionging that org expt 3, but decided to meet up with fool. and weird thing is that i did not buy a single thing ok. looks like my spending power is on constant decline. good, i am saving for all that i will be spending in the months ahead.
and today's escape was postponed. (to..next sat!!) so i happily slept without alarm. i like that feeling but e other lamer woke me up at 11am from a nightmare. gosh i can still remember the dream so vividly and know what, i was in that same position as my dream when i woke up. the exact settings can be pretty scary. o well. and she jio-ed me for lunch. but i had wanton mee breakfast downstairs. so i ate it and went for roti prata. powerful stomach eh?
after that i was by myself again. and for some reasons i was back at circuit road. and suddenly i rem that hawker when i will order char kway teow and sit there alone for lunch. and i rem how i will take a peek out of the bus to see if there were those small bread from the fresh bread shop which i will crave. and somehow the buses 158 and 65 left behind much memories. and the bus stop which i will not care and dash across back home drenched. and the pasar malams downstairs which i always take time to walk through them even though i may not buy anything. anyway those were pure random stuff. and you know today there was this stranger whom for no rhyme or reason i felt care so much for me that i could feel water in my eyes. before you think this stranger is some tom dick or harry on the road she is someone working in a shop la. hahaha. and before you think i am crazy i just don't know why there will always be this gushing-duno-what-feeling whenever someone is just very nice to me. basically if u like, i'm weird.
enough about that. went to get an electric insect repellent to put in my room. heh quite cool la. duno psycho or wat but i feel that those flies/mosy suddenly vanished. super itchy lor at first haha.
and i'm really excited about the hk trip somehow. but but but i really gotta plan my flight properly. and just when my hk trip is here. my relief teaching must be in august too. looks like i may probably work till 14th august. just cos botak din wait for me and book her flight on the 15th. and just cos i want to meet that owner. i cant believe it if i were to fly on the 17th. so near yet so far!! well its meant to be like this.
and yesterday while surfing sep stuff i saw this:
Joint Minor Programme between University of Toronto and National University of Singapore. This new programme enables you to spend 1 semester at the University of Toronto (UofT), one of the world's best tertiary institutions renowned for its Environmental Science programmes and research. At UofT you take courses that add breadth and depth to your education in NUS. Both grades and credits are transferrable. Applications are now open for the Joint Minor in Environmental Chemistry. Don't miss this opportunity of a lifetime! Only 5 places are available! Deadline for your application is 16 July.
and i think its quite exciting. environmental chem. think its sth i like. and its CANADA again. hahaa but today when i go to the page i dun seem to find the link that provided me with more information anymore.
and i just realized i got a wish. and if it costs me 5k i think i will still wanna do it.dun ask me about it.
and i thought about it that day that i think the first car that i wanna own will be a manual car.
and i really wanna go to many many many places. i really must save loads and loads of money. but of cos i dun wanna go alone. so friends, save up money to go with me ok.
and as i grow up i realized happiness could well be knowing the person u treasure is happy even without you.and slowly you realized that you are in denial when you have lost the confidence to ask the question which you no longer know the answer.
and did i say one of the worst things that i hate going on an exchange now is that i will be missing yokehong's, kosing's, livia's, yeeyun's, fool's, siteng's, hanmei's,xinyi's and lela's twenty-first.
and i will be missing my bros's, mommy's, sanjie's, erjie's, nephew's, jiefu's and lamer's b'day.
AND looks like xue can only be back in sept. and lastly, i think my nose has been cured. sth beyond comprehension.
