afterall, e mth of feb is nth scary abt.. but reality will strike immediately when e mth of mar comes.. isnt it scary? jus cudnt help thinking abt it each day, as i recalled how i've done e papers, how careless i was, how forgetful i was, n how unforgivable some mistakes jus were.. well well well. thats already e past. all i can do now i to pray n hope for e best.. lets b a lil more optimistic ppl~ all e best for all my A lvl pals, we will make it! hopefully man.

these 2 days went out with hm, sat w fa. (i've yet to burn my fats. haha) went shopping at bugis for 2 consecutive days ok. haha seldom wld i do that. but havent finish shopping ma. n spent quite a bit of $ AGAIN. haiz. die la, u know, eversince after my exams i've start to luv shopping so much, n its burning a big hole in my pocket lor. this fri will b getting my pay. at last right. im looking 4ward to that day. haiz. on another note, hm is really leaving liao. a mere 2 weeks only. wont b seeing her till sept. i mean, though she'll b coming back.. but still, its still better to have every1 close tgt in sg right. where u know u can jus call each other easily, whether it is for a chat or to pour our troubles to or simply to lame. haha. will really miss u alot girl.. tAke care. must make use of this opportunity to meet up as much as possible k..n rem to give us ur accomodation no n stuff.. calling card.. email.. msn..

digressing, tml is mon! haha in contrast to what i always experience- monday blues.. :p im kinda anticipating tml.. hahaha cos my funny colleague is coming back! hehe at last i'll haf sum1 to chat wif me n to tell me funny jokes.. hahaha. ok thats abt it lar, gotta turn in, gd nite ppl~

changes are inevitable n probably we've gt to learn to accept it

forgive n forget

had been pretty bz over e weekend.. yani return to her homeland liao. vvvvv sad leh. somehow though she has been with us for merely 2 yrs, but humans ma, will have feelings de. forever the young sweet looking girl, i treat her more like a friend actually. forever asking her for opinions on my clothes n stuff. lol. she's jus like a kid too to me. haha. a smart girl who learns chinese jus by watching tv on channel 8 n reading the subtitles. pro rite. i always converse with her in mandarin de lor. sigh. will really miss her alot alot. i mean, she's one v cool girl who comes to sg to work as a maid not becos she's poor, but to gain experience. isnt tt interesting? she's educated, learn phy n maths jus like us n she doesnt haf financial difficulty. so, isnt she a cool girl? haha i will really miss her alot alot. she n her laughter.

today i am so freaking happy ok. i tio car no. 6 again!!! i know ppl who r reading this mite not understand wat it feels to tio an instructor u like/dislike, but i really know..haha had bad experience b4.. so...haha..u cant imagine tt grin on my face when i saw e noticeboard today.. thank God..haha i finally finished my final evaluation today. it has been long til i waited for this day. well, up comes all e revision lessons. really hope to pass my traffic police test in early april. i must do it! at least i haf a goal for this hols, at least im not aimless.. haha. n also, im v happy today! gt a toy car today! its so damn cute i guarantee u.. LOL am i behaving like a kid? i've been like eyeing it for ages. lol. funny sia

on another note, i think im getting poorer n poorer. how ironic rite. for e very fact tt im already working. cos maybe one thing is tt b4 i even work, i've already spent alot of money on clothings n driving (it cost me a bomb, i cfm u) n so now im like replenishing my money. which is to say is not really an additional income or wat leh. sian. i mean, it adds on to my account to a small extent only. sigh. n e worst of it all, after working for 6 weeks, e agent has only paid me a mere 2 weeks pay. :S tt aggravates my poverty. lol. watever. hope to get my pay soon. anw. my term with epak is going to extend.. till when i do not know..

admist happiness, have been v fan over many things lately.. 1) results, 2) chalet, 3) driving, 4) trip. 4 things can been making me go crazy jus thinking abt them everyday....

anyway, buddies who are having exams next week, jiayou!! u have my support always! ahaha take care, meet u guys soon! n fa, after ur exam, lets go burn those fats tt have been accumulating..

take care ppl~

nv work today. nv meet up with buds today. im sick! sucks. do u know e feeling of being down with fever, headache, body ache, dizziness n sore throat? tell u, e feeling sucks. slept like a pig ytd. came hm and slept til 9 plus.. woke up eat instant noodles n back to slp til 10am today. omg i think i've nv slept TT much b4. but thank goodness, im feeling better now otherwise i wld still b lying on tt bed of mine.

n u know sth? another 11 more days i'll b leaving epak le. quite sad rite? i think i'll really miss tt place alot alot. after all, its e first job tt i have tt im v happy working in. hehe.

guess wat?? qian's gonna b back this fri n im pretty excited to meet up once again~ after like 2 mths +.. haha. even though As has ended, n i've much more free time than b4, there are still many ppl whom i still haven got e chance to meet up more often.. i think e greatest change after As is tt i got to meet up with shuang more often. n im really hapi =D hehe. imagine e number of times we met up or chatted in a week cud easily outnumber tt in 2 years. i told u, jc life sucks. haha. everytime we meet in sch cud only exchange some words n lame ard abit n tts it. esp when i moved hse, i cudnt even get to share stuff with her on e bus. so im really happy. ls's right, it jus feels diff to b with ur sec sch frens, u laugh at certain things which frens u make mite never b able to understand y u get all happy over it. haha if u understand wat i meant anyway.

still haven got e chance to meet up with jess.. n u know, i only met up with geri twice.can u believe it? so jc life cant really b blamed for not meeting up anw.. haha. our schedules always clash. mmm. oso met up with my dearest buddies of cos. n how sad is it tt hm is leaving for shanghai soon n will b returning in half a yr's time.. haiz. although i'll miss her but still this trip will definitely b beneficial to her n hope she enjoys this trip. hehe. :) actually hor, i think i quite sad case sometimes. always separated from my close frens. haha.

ai. i jus rem i made my new yr resoln tt i must read newspaper hor. havent been reading leh.. oh my i need some motivation. its jus tt when u r feelin really bored, u seriously wont feel newspaper will kill tt boredom of urs. haha but i'll change. hehe ytd went jogging with fa (working towards my healthy lifestyle for once lol) n oso end up eating lots of food at e hawker. erm, r we returning e fats tt we burnt? lol watever. u know when i was at east coast ytd i suddenly feel like kayaking leh. nv try b4.. u know y? cos i lost my chance e last time.. lol (zq, im really kidding if u r reading this. lol laming as usual)

haha geri say i long time nv update le.. hmm how true is it? alright lar.. haha. mm guess wat? ls n i haf finally found time n mustered the courage to go collect our pay from hh. although its not a hefty sum, but c'mon it feels better to haf more money in e wallet. hehe n tt explains y im happier today. lol. realize i've spent too much money on shopping after e As n i've been pretty broke. esp when i haven gotten pay from both co during tt time. ya n now i tell myself, i'll try as far as possible to refrain from buying accessories (cos i dun really wear them anyway) n must always think properly b4 i buy clothes (cos i realize i do regret after sometime which is kinda bad cos it meant i wasted money) n perhaps i can start saving up to buy things i want. (devices haha) yeah n e rest must b deposited into e bank. when june arrives, i do not wish my bank account to remain as though i've not worked during e hols. haha tt will b pathetic.

cny though not over, but atmosphere ends after e 2nd or 3rd day for me. haha din really went alot of places. as a matter of fact, i only went to 2 places n some is other ppl come de. like cny not only becos can receive hongbaos (haha!) but oso like e feeling of togetherness when relatives go gather at a place jus to chat n laugh. although its a fact tt they always ask e same qn tt goes "waiting for results ar, very fast hor, got confidence or not?" they always asked this, i ans oso sian liao. yup 3rd day oso went lunch with hm they all. it has been a long time since i last met up with them. glad to c em once again. hope e chalet in march is possible n i'll b looking forward to it.

n another thing is i fear this mth of feb.

alice, e lamer
21 years
S'porean by birth, nus chemist by choice, Christian by grace
Loves God, family and friends



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