my whole body clock has gone haywire after sleeping a whole whole lot the night before and yesterday's afternoon. cos last night's sleep was one of the worst ever. i din wanna open my eyes to find out what the time was cos i seriously have no idea how much i tossed and turned. and i duno why i felt so itchy as though i was lyin on some grass with those creepy crawlies.and i found myself awake at 8am today.wide and awake.and NOW,im feeling sleepy all over.zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

however,there is sth different about today because i had lamer and my sister with me in church today.i thank God for that.

have rested for two days, a bit bored la haha so went out to buy some materials with pt.. eh duno why, but maybe cos she is a designer, i am prone to thinkin her ideas are good, and always pale in comparison to mine.. hahaha. (even tho its true) but you are right, they are indeed sincere people.

i can talk now, though with a manly voice. now my sore throat has reached the loads of phelgm stage.. u know the at the throat and through the nose feeling.. zzzzzz and i have been trying my best to cough out and blow out every single bit of yellow stuff there.. ok izzit too disgusting for you??? going to rest my weekend, wish me a speedy recovery then i can start eating nonsense again!!! yipeeeeee

and lastly, i seriously think i gotta curb my spending. i duno what's with me lately. spent too much le.. ok, think the last big stuff i m so gonna buy is the canon camera!! yoohoo, the uncle said will give another free 4GB and batt!! yay!

and to mousey, ehh we should have waited for seats. cos the porridge has already digested now. zzzzzz.

still can't believe that bus uncle could still yell "alice!" at bugis street after not meeting him for 9 years.....

yes, it's that same old maggi mee hair bus uncle..

he no longer drives our familiar 5447
he drives a tour bus now
he said that he ferries tourists now, not students anymore cos all students are taking sbs bus to school now
he told me that he wakes up at 5am everyday and goes home when the moon shines overhead
he asks me about geri, jess and vanessa
he says that geri used to study in tkgs and that he wld see her every now and then last time
he says that vanessa stays at lor H, which is the only mistake he made
he says that vanessa stays at a corner house and that her house has mango trees (rem how our buah long long story originated??)
he even says that my parents' shop is at fortune centre level 3
he even remembered that i have a brother called raymond
he even remembered where each and everyone of us stayed

uncle,
actually i got so much things to say to you.
like how much memories those bus trips left me/us
like how i made the bestest of friends over there
like how we will snatch to take the front seat
like how we will always make so much noise so that you will give us that little stuff that u hang on the rear mirror
like how u would buy extra milkbottle sweets and give it not just for me but also for my 2 brothers at home
like how u would park ur van outside my house and sleep there while waiting to fetch me, ur first passenger of the day
like how we enjoyed playing all the acting teletubbies stories, lawyer stories when the bus just left the few of us
like how u would wait for us after school just cos u know we went to buy hot nuggets to eat on the way home
like how geri/jess/van will alight at my house to play with me


awwww. i missed those days, i wish i can relive them.
i'm still amazed how uncle can still recognise me and rem my name!!!
surely i have changed.
uncleeeeee, i miss you! i wish we could all take a little ride on that same old bus again.



(btw no. 1: yay i can start to earn $ next wk! kelvin tan called me! yipee!)
(btw no. 2: boooooo, i've finally succumb to sickness. i'm mute now)

when laziness sets in, this is what happens to the entries:

1) yup went cycling today with our fellow chemists - ironic our star wasnt there!
but it was great catching up and all.
seriously i can totally feel the ecp route in my head already.
and on a side note, NO MORE 3 dollar rental for 2 hours already. bleah.

2) next up! skating!!
woooots, i'm gonna start my skating on monday!!!!!!

3) i think i am ready to learn swimming too. anybody wanna teach?? looks at potential teachers - mousey, fool, botak and jess! heh heh

4) i think i should start working on my july "project" soon. friday, it shall be day one.

5) i think i should help out in the shop at least once per week. hmmm havent thought of which day yet. say alice, u suck.

6) i will be going ikea soon.

7) i must start planning for my exchange. and shall book the tix by this week. may we get the cheapest deals please.

8) i should start spending less. i thought i was spending less and saving more when i was stuck at home with the r*ports (i said i will nt mention them mah hee) and school, but apparently i have been out for two days and i have been spending quite a bit eh. and tmr shopping?! i better curb my spending for a better tomorrow. on a side note, i bought a pyjamas from cotton on today!!! and something else. hee b4 i get scolded.

9) i should start staying at home in the late afternoons so that my cooking plan will start surfacing. looks at shingshing! excited not? but she says she will bring lots of oil for her tummy.

10) above all, it's still about setting my priorities right. i know what i have to do and i promise to learn to do everything Your way.


ps: i have NOT forgotten about the mouseys's and the fools' hot dates. on e way!


may i admit
that the words bit my throat harder than the sore
when the truth hit me as i can't remember myself
exchanging much words w you on e day we last met

the truth again when the friend whom i last met in 05
will be returning in a month which i will have just left
i told myself
i have to take the package
the good with the bad

then again there is this other side of me
that tells me
there is still this hope that i hold
that we will be meeting
somehow


yay so its over with the exams and all. officially, special sem is over. phew 6 weeks is really short. still glad i spent that SGD611.00 though i'm rather sad cos i think e paper today was do-able BUT i din have the time to finish. din do a 10 mark question and did the last 15 marks wrongly when i could have gotten it right. no time!!
could have could have. alice, full of shit la. i silently wish i can bang ur head gazillion times over. anyway, its the next 2 months without hearing the words "lab"+"report"+"exam", still sound good.

and this is really just a pure random photo of my room without curtains. totally look weird. too bright for my liking!! lol

i'm happy because:

1) i saw a full moon today
2) i was feeling unusually happy in the midst of people whom i wasnt exactly close with.
3) i am happy because i shared my testimony with them for my very first time.
4) i am happy because i know what to do next.

to 3jie, i would love to go church with you!

and these few days my niece has been singing this over n over, which makes me remember those days in gmps

I may never march in the Infantry
Ride in the Calvary
Shoot the Artillery
I may never fly over land and sea
But i'm in the Lord's army! (Yes Sir!)

today someone told me that we cannot expect to see different results by doing the same things..
simple as it may seem, but often that happens right?



"我对你没有你对我好.."

sometimes we fail to notice that something minute may probably mean the world to somebody else.
the worst feeling comes when ur exact feelings were spelt out by somebody else, but you were out of the picture.
but, 我已经习惯了.

it shall be MORE -

cereal
carrots
beans
cucumber
beansprouts
spinach
yogurt
fruits
avocados
seaweed
fish
and loadsssss of greens

yeah!

it has been two whole days of total slacking, doing anything i feel like doing. doing nothing when i feel like doing nothing. it feels good.

had cravings for kway chap yesterday and ta-da! as though someone just read my mind, jio-ed me for that exact thing i so much wanted to eat. so i had that for lunch. was actually drained after the previous full force of chionging that org expt 3, but decided to meet up with fool. and weird thing is that i did not buy a single thing ok. looks like my spending power is on constant decline. good, i am saving for all that i will be spending in the months ahead.

and today's escape was postponed. (to..next sat!!) so i happily slept without alarm. i like that feeling but e other lamer woke me up at 11am from a nightmare. gosh i can still remember the dream so vividly and know what, i was in that same position as my dream when i woke up. the exact settings can be pretty scary. o well. and she jio-ed me for lunch. but i had wanton mee breakfast downstairs. so i ate it and went for roti prata. powerful stomach eh?

after that i was by myself again. and for some reasons i was back at circuit road. and suddenly i rem that hawker when i will order char kway teow and sit there alone for lunch. and i rem how i will take a peek out of the bus to see if there were those small bread from the fresh bread shop which i will crave. and somehow the buses 158 and 65 left behind much memories. and the bus stop which i will not care and dash across back home drenched. and the pasar malams downstairs which i always take time to walk through them even though i may not buy anything. anyway those were pure random stuff. and you know today there was this stranger whom for no rhyme or reason i felt care so much for me that i could feel water in my eyes. before you think this stranger is some tom dick or harry on the road she is someone working in a shop la. hahaha. and before you think i am crazy i just don't know why there will always be this gushing-duno-what-feeling whenever someone is just very nice to me. basically if u like, i'm weird.

enough about that. went to get an electric insect repellent to put in my room. heh quite cool la. duno psycho or wat but i feel that those flies/mosy suddenly vanished. super itchy lor at first haha.

and i'm really excited about the hk trip somehow. but but but i really gotta plan my flight properly. and just when my hk trip is here. my relief teaching must be in august too. looks like i may probably work till 14th august. just cos botak din wait for me and book her flight on the 15th. and just cos i want to meet that owner. i cant believe it if i were to fly on the 17th. so near yet so far!! well its meant to be like this.

and yesterday while surfing sep stuff i saw this:
Joint Minor Programme between University of Toronto and National University of Singapore. This new programme enables you to spend 1 semester at the University of Toronto (UofT), one of the world's best tertiary institutions renowned for its Environmental Science programmes and research. At UofT you take courses that add breadth and depth to your education in NUS. Both grades and credits are transferrable. Applications are now open for the Joint Minor in Environmental Chemistry. Don't miss this opportunity of a lifetime! Only 5 places are available! Deadline for your application is 16 July.

and i think its quite exciting. environmental chem. think its sth i like. and its CANADA again. hahaa but today when i go to the page i dun seem to find the link that provided me with more information anymore.

and i just realized i got a wish. and if it costs me 5k i think i will still wanna do it.dun ask me about it.

and i thought about it that day that i think the first car that i wanna own will be a manual car.

and i really wanna go to many many many places. i really must save loads and loads of money. but of cos i dun wanna go alone. so friends, save up money to go with me ok.

and as i grow up i realized happiness could well be knowing the person u treasure is happy even without you.

and slowly you realized that you are in denial when you have lost the confidence to ask the question which you no longer know the answer.

and did i say one of the worst things that i hate going on an exchange now is that i will be missing yokehong's, kosing's, livia's, yeeyun's, fool's, siteng's, hanmei's,xinyi's and lela's twenty-first.

and i will be missing my bros's, mommy's, sanjie's, erjie's, nephew's, jiefu's and lamer's b'day.

AND looks like xue can only be back in sept.

and lastly, i think my nose has been cured. sth beyond comprehension.

finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but look, its 340am now............

i cant believe i chiong finish the whole report in a day man

even more can't believe that special sem is like over le leh. left next fri........

but damn happy now!!

yay!!!!!

ok, this is crazy cos this is my third post of the day. and i havent said, it's papa's b'day today!
but i wasnt exactly in the celebration mood cos ur friend here has been so listless and sleepy the entire day, that she slept through her afternoon. wasted the day without doing any work (doesn't mean nth constructive eh) i love my dad, and till now there is no earthly guy whom i hold so much admiration for. he's amazing and he's the man of my dreams! hahahaha. my dad is a funny guy ok and he tells lame jokes too. lalala. but truth be told, my dad is getting older. and this just makes me wanna work even harder. can u believe that my dad and mom are like working 7 days a week, public hols included except for cny?? and this daughter of theirs BARELY goes down to e shop to help out at all. sigh.
i dislike the side of me when i lose focus, when i forget my dreams, when i smoke through my life. anyway, on this day, i just wanna say i love him to bits!! hee. =)

You are beautiful beyond description

Too marvellous for words

Too wonderful for comprehension

Like nothing ever seen or heard

Who can grasp your infinite wisdom

Who can fathom the depths of your love

You are beautiful beyond description

Majesty enthroned above

And I stand, I stand

in awe of you

I stand, I stand

in awe of you

Holy God to whom all praise is due

I stand in awe of you.

truth is i'm confused

truth is i still like to sit on buses

truth is i still like to walk

truth is im still sleepy

truth is im on hibernation mode.



crazy!!!!!

wat e heck are my 2 cmpds?!!!

i want to sleeeeeeeeeep.

as all else will fall into place,
in ways beyond comprehension.

我也想死你了!!

都说了, 我喜欢怀念这怀念那了吗!

有时候, 跟好朋友在一起时, 就不知不觉忘了什么是生气,什么是难过,什么是失望

能一起为了最无聊的事嘻嘻哈哈地笑个不停其实是一种字无法形容的快乐

有你这个朋友, 我只能说幸福吗?

and, no one was supposed to read about the angry beancurd story but u did! i don't like to be angry, especially with people i treasure.

alice, e lamer
21 years
S'porean by birth, nus chemist by choice, Christian by grace
Loves God, family and friends



geri
shuang
hanmei
xinyi
ken teow
soon huat
cousin eric
mich
yuk
yeeyun
yuhan
ken lim
jess
shing!
yixin





smooth, happy days ahead
gd results
to learn swimming
cooking!
stronger faith


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