e most paranoid, most indecisive alice has finally, at long last, settled on: NUS Science.
can u believe, its jus a click away. once i clicked, there goes our childhood dreams of going into e same sch. (our last stage of edu liao..) gone r our hopes of staying in e same hostel. so sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dan shi, yuan fen jiu shi zhe yang de..rang wo men wei wo men de jiang lai er fen dou ba!!!!!!!!!
Confidence is impt.
Monday, May 22, 2006
♥ 11:46 AM
Confidence is impt. really. wont 4get wat ivy told me when i told her i kena an interview for e ntu course. (although it turned out not to be an interview though. haha) i told her wa lao, scary leh, tml interview today then inform. scary lor. then suddenly she like v strict lidat and told me "u must grow up, cannot everything also scared. c, even the tp such a small thing was screwed cos of ur nervousness. u must be confident. " then suddenly i stunned for a moment n told myself, i cant screw up anymore. not anymore.
Suddenly remembered this cos a chill went down my spine when i rem again that my tp is coming. sorta experience a familiar fear coming, again. imagine, not having drove for 1 mth plus le.. really hope everything's gonna b fine.. i must get over w it.. u know, how fast my heart beats when i enter cdc again.. well, u will nv know n understand.. BUT. i will overcome.
Confidence is impt. n obviously i lack it. we need confidence to succeed. n from today onwards, i will start building it.. lol..
ok. digressing, went shopping w geri today @ far east.. spent half e day there shopping.. not a moment of boredom.. well guess i simply havent gone town for very long le.. n havent gone shoppin w this botak chap for soo long.. haha. spent hell lots. i mean really lot. haha. cant take leave liao, must work work work to earn $. hehe. now GSS started for some places le.. wa lao when all already start liao i bu shi no $ le..? hmm. i need to resist. :P n oh ya jus when im leaving some1 grabbed my hand! its charmain! again?! this is e 3rd time i've met her in orchard le.. haha miss this girl man, prob can meet up soon.. well we had real lots of fun back then in HH..
to sum it up
Thursday, May 18, 2006
♥ 3:40 PM
let me c.. wat happened these few days.. for e past weekend was quite sucky lor.. cos was down w flu n sorethroat.. now still coughing away.. damns, guess no oily food for me.. but i've gt a gd news! i've bought my hp le.. samsung d510.. its not e v v gd type though, bt good enuf la.. n best of it all @ 128 bucks fully sponsored by my sweet colleagues for my bday.. nice rite, had nv expect ppl whom i know for barely half a yr will b willing to spend 50 each on me.. seriously think they really like my elder sis n bro lor, treat me so gd.. sometimes really makes me speechless. u know, last week they were all bz with e semicon show in suntec, so werent in office.. n when they are back this week, they actually brought back quite abit of stuff from the semicon show for me lor.. like mini touchlight, pen, epak wallet n key pouch.. haha though im not gonna use e last 2 stuff mentioned but tts really like a momento for me lor.. they r jus so nice :) i think this is wat i call fate la.. unlike those bad days @ HH.. where life is full of complaints rite, fool?
oh ya btw i managed to book a few more driving lessons le.. phew* feel much more relieved.. but hor, my paranoid genes activating again.. it has been more than a mth liao since i last drove.. will i 4get those stuff? hope not! simply wish for e best.. seriously there'r jus certain things that cant afford to go wrong.. do u get wat i mean? haha.. june will b a bz mth for me.. w driving lessons n all..
next on e agenda is oso e uni stuff.. havent decided yet leh.. nus sci or ntu chem n biochem? actually i think most prob i'll end up gg for e nus 1 lor.. haa mayb partly cos of ms tiew la.. she like so firmly tell me nus sci is better.. hmmm actually there'r really alot of things to consider lor.. sian! its already may 17th le.. soon, will b uni life le.. actually frankly speaking, i've nv dreamt that i'll b experiencing uni life soon! n soon after will b working life le.. wa, so fast rite, time jus slips away w/o us realizing.. but hor, i still gt e urge to try out hostel life leh.. hmmm.
anyway, dun u think my writing sucks? i jus realized i cant seem to be able to express my thoughts recently lor.. was telling my colleague tt and she went.."oh! u've got e epak disease le.." lol, cos the ppl in office either speak dialect or chinese most of e time.. haa. well speaking of writing reminds me of gp and that brings me to e qet.. haha if go nus must take ntu doesnt need leh.. haha sounds cool rite.. but tts cant b a factor tt im considering la.. hmm do i sound like im crapping? mayb my brain is half dead le..
looking forward to my shopping trip this sun as well as my da vinci code movie this fri.. haha its time to change my set of clothes lor.. been wearing e same old stuff to work.. damn boring.. haha ok la tml will b a bz day again.. tata..
fed up man !!!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
♥ 10:17 AM
*IMPT* OH MAN this is worrying me like crazy... my tp is coming... n i've only 1 more freaking lesson.. NO MORE slots.. argh. isnt it exaggerating tt the whole of june has no more slots when i checked it on labour day??? ugh. anw, ppl, if u happened to have booked some lessons in june.. dun mind can spare me some.. haha i sound desperate hor.. ya desperate for lessons.. lol.. give me a call.. or worse comes to worse, if u'r doing private.. check if ur instructor willing to give me lessons at affordable rates.. thanks... haha
oh ya n btw who is gg for the chem n biochem tea recept?? i finding ppl....hahhaa
Sunday, May 07, 2006
♥ 3:36 PM
hey! so happy, i've finally received nus offer. i'm offered 2nd choice too, to the faculty of science.. FOS.. (haha full of shit rite qian?) well, no fate with chem engine but v expected for nus la, jus put for e sake of it. now i've 2 choices le, yet im caught in a dilemma. i once thought i wld definitely choose nus de leh, now really have to think le.. too many factors le.. anw i still think e idea of hostel-living is fun leh..! esp when geri told me can choose rm mates! HMM imagine we being rm mates!?! haha tt seems to b a fantasy to me lor.. haha cant really imagine if i choose ntu, we will really end up being in e same sch again. like after 6yrs. tt seems cool. its cool. but of cos im not gonna b tt lame n choose ntu based on e hostel thing, but still, its fun lorrrr. damn fun. geraldine....now i really think uni life will b interesting.....hahahah.. but to those who havent get ur offer letter, dun worry it will come de..
so fast lor may comes liao. another 2-3mths sch gonna start again. are we gonna b hard core muggers again??? lol. life will b different definitely. but sometimes i ask myself, wat have i accomplished thus far man?? i wanted to do this n that during my this long hols.. but... have i? sigh. 1st n foremost failed my tp. tts like e worst. i hated myself for that. now gonna build up my confidence again. sighz. but i must really make it lor. 2ndly, i wanted to earn lotsa $. have i? no lor. not at all. despite working soooo much, im earning measly pay lor. really. but e only consolation is that i luv my workplace n have wonderful colleagues. hahah. which wld u rather choose? for now, i choose e latter. haha. 3rdly, i want to get e placement for bud leh bt to no avail. sigh^n. want to go bj in june leh, how possible is that? want to go hk too leh for hols. not possible? no $? i dun wanna end up when sch starts n i've hardly any savings lor.. NO WAY.. haha. so i tell myself, i will spend my $ wisely.. n i must make gd use of my time.. oh i am supposed to read more newspaper rite.. im trying le.. HAHA.. try la.. n i'm beginning to be a more health conscious person le rite??? :p c.. i going gym tml.. n im definitely eating more greens now compared to last time.. LOL.. haha n hope that tyre of mine will disappear leh.. tolong.. hahah..
really miss u buds! hope to meet up before sch starts.. if fate permits..
anyway.. dun u jus miss sec sch times? view e below.. koped from kenneth lim's blog.. (he wants me to mention this! hAHA) i really MISS e GOOD OLD DAYS
finally some news
Friday, May 05, 2006
♥ 9:06 AM
hahahahha. guess wat? i got accepted into Chemistry & Biological Chemistry of NTU. finally some news at last. duno how many ppl have already received news liao lor. haha but doesnt matter, as long got receive :p
hehe ytd e person make me so panicky lor. suddenly smsed me at ard 5.40pm to inform me that i'm invited to an interview today.. i was like.. WAT?? so sudden. n wats more, why got interview.. i didnt even opt for sth like medicine or dentistry or acct rite.. hahaha so i was quite sian lor n i called geri n we brainstormed n discussed some possible qns and ans.. lol quite funny rite.. but jus play safe wat.. n ok fine lor i didnt go work today(so qiao my supervisor n another colleague took leave..another took half day..wasted laaa so slack yet im not in office..haha) n ended up me poor thing going ntu myself.. wah lao its so damn far okie.. alighted n took a cab in.. everyone told me tts e way to ntu.. so crap rite.. haha bt its not any easier cos when i got there.. i had such a hard time looking for block N4.1.. omg i think i asked at least 5 ppl.. got 1 person pt me to that correct blk.. but guess wat? i dun even know how to reach that blk.. seems so near yet so far lor.. so i ended up reaching there at 2 when i've alrd reached e campus at 125 lidat.. so zzz.. ok so when i reached im asked to go to this prof leung's rm for interview.. n noe wats e 1st thing e prof told me? "this's not gonna be an interview.. in fact u have alrd been offered a place for this course le.." thats in a nutshell la. wah i was like.. phew i worried for nth. he was v nice lor. told me alot abt e course n told me chem engine too many ppl apply liao so tt fac din accept me.. quite crap actually rite.. haha n keep emphasizing to me that chemists can b chem engineers bt nt e other way round.. told me abt e gd n bad pts of ntu n nus.. told me abt e direct hons thing.. he said he used to teach at nus (was e ex-dean or sth) and how ppl often come cryin to him cos they cudnt get to study hons when actually their results were gd.. bt it was a policy tt 20% of e ppl get hons.. so..therefore.. hence.. yup. of cos he'll b trying to promote ntu.. but isnt that a pt worth considering? duno la n he told me sth quite scary sia.. he says for fos in nus might end up not being abt to maj in e subj tt interests u.. may end up getting another subj cos anyway wat they offer u is sth general wat ie. sci.. duno la.. nus so mean lor havent even send me a letter.. nvm i'll b waiting.. hmm if i end up in ntu.. guess maybe will try out hostel? we'll c.. haha.. ok tts all for today.. taz
Monday, May 01, 2006
♥ 5:04 AM
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so sianx. so many ppl have received news from uni regarding interviews and acceptance etc.. n yet i've heard nth from them.. sian.. haha getting a lil anxious though i have till e end of may to be.. well, e faster e better ma, then tt'll b a load off my mind.. haha. congrats to all who'r able to get into ur desired course! feel happy for u ppl too! =)
oh ya. i've turned 19 le~ sooo old! almost every1 who sms-ed me say i old liao wahaha indeed i am.. next yr twenties liao leh wat e rite. time passes so fast. but then again, y dun we jus skip e age 20 n go to 21 instead? cos i believe e age 21 entitles us to much more freedom.. at least for me. hehe, thanks to all for ur warmest greetings. really appreciated it. but dun u think, as we grow older bdays aint that exciting anymore? wont forget how much more fun bdays were in sec sch. haha still rem in sec 1 n 2 e fav bday "treat" wld b flour throwing.. lol n we even played w cake in sch b4 ok.. cant believed it during my sec 2 bday mrs sim was still there somemore.. haha sec sch life definitely left me unlimited memories.. still rem in sec sch, i will always anticipate my bday.. in fact a simple bday wish could jus brighten up ur day.. up til now it still does though.. haha.. thanks to all who remembered my bday whether it is early or late.. a pity 2 of my buds cant be here to celebrate it w me.. miss u guys lots!
n btw thurs i went w the class girls to this place called settlers at katong.. its a boardgame cafe.. really fun!! it so happened to b a thurs n they were having this ladies nite thing.. so it costs 6/head w free flow of drinks.. n we played n played.. haha really interesting place cos it's my 1st time there.. played several games some of which include acting, drawing n stuff.. haha really fun, if u guys havent been there, maybe can go there someday.. but go with a group of frens though.. haha.
spent my bday with geri at pw. haha thanks for spending e day w me haha! as usual we crapped n crapped non-stop.. tts us lor.. whether it is a decade ago or decades later.. haha e crappers.. but isnt life better that way? it reminds me of the innocence n fun back then in pri sch tgt w jess.. hehe.
tts abt it. update again! take care ppl! gg out w fooL tml....haha shopping time? but did i mention that i wanna save?? oh no...died. need to save for my hp. hehe.
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alice, e lamer
21 years
S'porean by birth, nus chemist by choice, Christian by grace
Loves God, family and friends
