my day was so unlucky right from e start.. early morning not only stomachache, and later kena infested with ants and a WORM! i was like omg.. there's actually worms in assembly area.. i cant believe it.. at first all tt i saw was ants.. duno y, ko sing they all dun seem to agree wif me on the growing no of ants in assembly area..yucks man, when i realized there's a worm (its a small one tho..but enough to disgust me), i quickly sweep it away wif my only defence tool (my hp) haha, i dun even noe y i cum up wif tt idea.. and it actually went fr my left leg to my right leg.-_o cant believe my dumb luck. ok. and noe wats next?

I SCREWED up my chem rates of rxn test. well, ppl might think its only a class test, no big deal, anyway not counted la. but duno y, my dumbness did haf a rather significant impact on me u noe.. i made BIG DUMB UNFORGIVABLE mistakes man. 1st qn blur like hell, din even c tt e qn was asking for tt independent reactant. gosh i was tt blur. and the graph qn mrs neo was like tell me on e spot tt my graph shld shade more instead. 3rd mistake, my last qn was ENTIRELY wrong. DAMN IT it wasnt a hard qn ok. it was just a basic concept qn and i was like screw it all up...! can u believe it when the conc of e rxtant X 2 and the rate also X 2, i actually got e cheek to write it was order 2. 0_0 wat e.. im so freaking disappointed wif e fool ive made out of myself.. mrs neo must be wondering wat ive been doing in class man..SHIT ME. haiz. tt dumb test bugs me til now....zzz....yes im lame..

well den came pe, zq's turn sway lar..sprain her ankle..poor thing. haiz. but both of us still went band today sia. bth committed members ar. :p haha..but heng sia dr lee nv come up wif any pop quiz.. otherwise i can declare my day is damn sway lor.. i just suck at those 22 musical concepts lar. noe hor, they say e name list for syf sent in liao.. (tho not confirmed..) sian, yet we r still kept in e dark..sian sian sian

ai, den next worst of it all is we re dao simon reynolds sia. how can one be so unlucky huh. zq was merely looking at sy's timetable when i saw e chem notes tt sy wrote and asked wats tt lar..den zq just go browse a while nia (less den 1 min) simon reynolds simply grabbed e ws fr behind. oh man, give me a shock sia. and when after e talk we went to find him, apologise, he actually tot we came to apologise on behalf of e cohort sia! i think he has gone MAD... even if all my screws were loose im sure i wont do tt sia..haha..but later wen i mentioned abt e notes, he like damn bu shuang sia, cos it was only then tt i realized we came to retrieve sy's notes. and he got sorta pissed la, still asked us to come again tml to find him, mayb he's in a better mood.. DAMN LAME.. he's really a lame teacher sia...attitude lor..sian

haiz on a happier note, im moving hse soon! :D i just cant wait to move.. *excited* hee.. mum says probably 15 mar~~wah tts like less den a mth.. but duno how true it is leh.. haha.. a pity e wardrobe in my room sux la.. ugly..haha.. but no choice lar, who asks e previous owner to leave it there...zzz...tis weekend gonna go buy furniture liao~~heh..

ai, just hope all swayness will come to an end....

sorry ppl haven been bloggin for quite some time.. lazy + nth interesting + sian + no time + + + excuses... haha.. yes haf been feeling worn out lately.. duno really noe y.. tired.. to e extent of me oversleeping on e bus 8 today on my way home... so zzz.. cant believe it, it was e first time i overslept on 8 la, and i've gt to alight in tis so ever unfamiliar place.. almost wanna to flag a cab home.. but wen i checked my wallet, i've gt only a pathetic 4 bucks... so no choice...i crossed e road and heng ar, gt 158.. there i go home.. hee.. tired like hell after doing tt stupid AQ and chem expt.. sian.

well back to e topic. anxiety. yes, there's rumours of chinese results out next week? gosh r u sure man, unless o'lvl is really tis week la.. TIME FLIES man..it seems only last month tt i took my chinese and so recent tt i've been doing those compos and yu wen lian xi.. but NO.. tts all tt happened last yr... and its time to take my results.. i MUST get a B4 at e very least.. but i've done e paper and i noe v well wat i've fared.. sucks..i've simply.....haiz...tt day is coming... wat am i supposed to do..?haven been doing any chinese stuff tt jiang asks us to....no mood... wat if im back to square 1? wat if i'm e only person who's gonna retake? wat if....... tis is so different from the o'lvls.. sort of have learnt wat contentment is all abt..haiz.....just pray hard tt everything will go fine..

well skipped band today. amazing. but its for a VALID reason ok. haha. and its not on purpose ar =P i really wanted to attend e biz talk.. but tell u, its really boring! haha.. *yawns* and e presenters actually dragged for another 20 mins.. :S.... and i reached home like already 730 liao la....haiz...sian....k la, im really tired + sleepy...... blog again next time~~

1402, yet another valentine's day has passed. it has been a meaningful and memorable day for me, so to speak. cos tis yr zq and i actually prepared sth for e class.. in fact, we dun haf e habit of preparing such stuff la, but gt v pai seh wen last yr we realized tis tradition is so prevalent in tis sch and of cos wun be nice to just merely collect all e time ma. heh. =X it was a time of giving and sharing like wat yc said. baking those cookies just aint simple though it was my 3rd time. hehe. of cos cant be helped tt some gt burnt and soft watever. haha. at least we managed to prepare some presentable stuff. haha. sorry guys if e cookies became soft.. =P cos we did it on sat ma..haha but its e sincerity tt counts rite? :D yep it was kind of consoling wen some of our frenz commented they were nice? wahaha. stunned sia. or they were jus trying to cheat us.. hahaha..at least tis joy of vday kind of even out my unlucky morning (i dun wish to elaborate..well..) and of cos e sian acc ya. will b meeting geri tml~finally man tho its a mere 15mins? lol. haha happy vday to all of ya!

sian suddenly realized judgement day is near...zzz....CNY (not referring to e 15 days) is over....means = impending fear..ARGH! jus hope tt everything goes on smoothly for me.. sian haf to face -_- again. well not really in e mood to blog leh. perhaps tml? haha. ps ar too bored already. gt time visit
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050212094046-856770 haha fun. k im off. cya.

Hihi~~1st of all , would like to wish all of u a very happy chinese new yr 05!! hope it would be a better yr for u as well as for me! all e best in everything tt we do~~~

today is CNY day 1. very typical of our family, we woke up late (except for my mom who wakes up early to prepare food for us). but it is kinda a good start for me, cos i woke up at 6am, gosh, i actually manage to hear my alarm ring..haha..and i make my way to e living room to haf a chat wif my buddy~~!! miss ya soo!! it has been a long time since we last tok w/o time restrictions cos she was at her fren's hse then, so need not use her hp.. she told me how she missed those food in sg, and it suddenly dawn on me tt i was really fortunate, to be living in sg --a place many deemed as a "food heaven"? haha.. so ppl, appreciate e things ard u, esp ur frenz + family, dun wait til e day u regret.

well, after tt, at abt 7am, i went back to slp..amazingly i fell asleep within seconds again..actually im a powerful sleeper..*skilled* hmm after tt woke up at ard 10 and went to bathe and wash up..only at abt noon then all of us gathered ard e table for our brunch.. just realized tt our table is getting too squeezy for e whole family already... haha... its growing.. mom says maybe when we move hse, we might need to get another dining table... (an extra one tt is) eh den all of us get changed and went ah gong hse..

ah gong seems very happy to c us.. saw him beaming away wen we arrived.. eh den started to open up e containers on e table and eat and eat and eat lar..haha.. tts like a standard thing we always do....heh.... but after all CNY oso nth special for us lar, after staying at ah gong's hse for like 2 hr ++. here we r back home again.... kind of sian lar, nv really go visit other relatives, just waiting for perhaps wu shu shu or da gu gu to come ba at nite..... k im off for e day....cya and enjoy urselves~~


wow. a tiring day today. went for last min CNY shopping wif fa.. haha.. usually she would be e one who never fails to accompany me shopping. haha. had a great day. met up at 12pm along e way to orchard and spent 2 solid hrs at far east. haha bought 2 tops and a bottom. got a kind of satisfaction, since i only bought a pathetic set of cny clothings initially. actually its no big deal la whether we get to wear new clothes not, but just a kind of atmosphere tt i like to create for myself la. sort of. :D din get to buy any new shoes. well but i spent a hell lot today. cos i bought something elseeee.. oh gosh. cant believe it i'm burning a hole in my pocket. sianz. got to save up again! i wanna buy a newwww phone..! tts my next wish, goodness me..i just need a change of phone! cant stand a moment owning e same pathetic phone as JY. eeeeee. goosebumps. yucks. but still, tts my first phone though. will miss it still if i trade it in. haiz. so mao dun rite. ai watever la. still waiting for tt day 2 cum.....zzz




well well well. tis day has finally come as i heave a sigh of relief. yep it was e last day of my library cip. my collection of e dear 30hrs~ goodness, im delighted! haha.. ppl who haven done lib cip b4 must be thinking shelfing books is an easy and slack job, BUT tt isnt true at all. esp for me and zq who have a hectic cca, tues was like e only day we cud relax abit but poor us, we just haf to face e fact tt tues was e only day we were all free to do cip, so we end up having a 5 day super hectic week. bending now, shelving books, trolley after trolley, repeating e whole tiring process is kinda really irritating i must say..haha..and TIRED is e word..haha i underestimated e scope of e work. but still i must say, i enjoyed myself today. we were really like fooling ard in e library (children's section) and undeniably slacking away. well it was our last day, why dun we just enjoy it? =P hmm me and zq merely do 1.5 trolleys.. and many a time i cant b bothered to actually put every book in e specific place la, so ended up dumping them all in some shelves..sth like tt..noe its quite mean but really, tis is nth compared to wat e guys r doing... throwing books to each other and kicking??!! i was like omg.. they were practically treating e lib as a playground.. haha.. hmm well today we were all like dominating e entire level 3..it is really cool..a pity zq is unwell..but still we enjoyed e day =D it was e most fun lib session ba.. haha.. cant believe we got away wif cheating a few hrs..whee~

k tts all abt cip. duno y must they place so much imptance on it anyway. well lately haf been feeling kind of stressed out. perhaps it may appear tt my entries always only contain those stress stuff, band and frustrations? haha, but i guess tts e main purpose of my blog ba. haiz just dun get it why e hell j2 life is so unbearable. its only feb1 and im feeling stressed out? it suddenly dawn on me tt times whizzes by just lidat. it was sooo damn slack last yr. pon-ing is just so ever prevalent. but now everyday is sian. and im kinda guilty lar. haven touched chinese ever since j2 started. jus dun haf e mood to do any compo or even proverbs or idioms or watever. not as if i noe i've done well or wat. ironically, i noe i've done badly and im serious. gosh lar, i've done e paper and i know it. its just so different fr o lvl. words tt i've nv seen b4 in my life are e qns for my paper. yep tts rite and i suck at general knowledge. yes i really do. and after e paper i was like : why did i study wen only 1 word came out? zzzzz. life's sux lar. well well well. y am i complaining so much..? haha.. and e syllabus tis yr is really insane..so sian, so hard, so dry, so boring, so irritating. wth.. phy!! wat e..i cud sense e return of tt sense of hopelessness in e air...but i still hang on.. in mid air.. holding on to tt pathetic thread which i hope to strengthen into a rope. yep i hope.but am i dreaming? mayb. oscillations, waves. everything just suck lar. i just duno wat they wan out of me. sianz, dun understand alot of stuff and haven been really in e best of moods to really sit down and try to comprehend wat e notes actually mean...haha..sian. and maths. im scared. e more i expect, e more i fear. wats gotten into me? i suck at it. concepts and stuff just dun flow in my head. like kena stuck halfway. i really lack concerntration. there's an urgent need to FOCUS. its hard, but i promise to try. hehe. e rest oso quite sian. chem is getting harder no doubt. going into e arena of chem / ionic equilibirum... tts so sian... and oso gp is sickening too. now doing topics like war, going into nationalism + politics...arghhhhh im just so uninterested. perhaps i need some motivation and stuff to move on in such boring topics, at least to me. cos i feel as if im in a frog in e well, forever seeing tt small piece of circular cloud. sometimes i really feel damn inferior. y izzit tt i feel so ignorant? mayb i need more exposure to issues. yep mayb here mayb there. im just so ever uncertain. rite tts me.

and to my fren, congrats on ur fantastic results. keep it up! =Dreally feel happy for u. told u, ur hard work will pay off de. but always rem dun let e want of maintaining at tt high spot gets e better of u. dun get too stressed out. all tts impt at all times is tt u tried ur best and rem, its more impt to maintain at tt kind of standard, rather than exerting so much pressure on urself to maintain e top score. always rem e real competitor is urself and not others. well i must say u'r really gd and all e best!! dun b so pressurized k? hmm feel free to giv me a call and i promise to do so whenever im free too! =) its gd to haf a confidante..

and to geri, noe u've been v bz, well wun expect to hear fr u often, but whenever u'r free jus try to blog ba (tts ur suggestion leh..zzz) all i can say is take gd care of yourself and all e best to u too...forever a great buddy of mine...

alice, e lamer
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