its over
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
♥ 3:47 PM
to all my buddies out there who care abt me...
i'm touched. haha even if today turned out to be worse off.. i'll still be relieved cos i know there'r so many ppl who understand how i feel.. n truely is concerned.. :)
well today din turned out as bad as i thought.. i walked into office, trying my best to give e most normal expression i could, pretending tt i do not know anything abt tt msn thingy.. i was waiting n waiting.. waiting for tt someone to pop tt msn qn.. cos if e qn is not asked today, i really duno i've got to wait til when.. cos anw e qn will eventually b asked..
so jean finally poped "mei4 mei4, ni you mei you yong msn?" she was referring to tt moment ba, cos i think she oso dun wish tt i be caught again (?) after tt email was being sent out.. so i jus naturally said "mei you". anyway, she knows tt i use msn in office.. cos she actually chatted with me.. haha. then moments later, i heard tt 3 most sensitive alphabets of e day "M.S.N" haha from sandra's mouth.. she was telling andrew, "dun use msn during office hrs, it has affected e system etc etc". and b4 i could even signal to ivy tt someone has poped e qn, eileen came beside me and say jus almost e same thing.. and i was like phew. at least she didnt asked me if did i use msn during office hours. imagine, if she were to ask, i'll still have to think abt how to phrase etc etc.. which i've been thinking abt for so long during e weekend.. ivy thought i was moody after she poped e qn.. cos eileen has assumed i had used.. but dun u think e way she said it was even better? anyway, i've already decided its my fault n i shld admit my mistake wat even if tt norman guy did catch me or andrew. i was like watever la. but when eileen made tt statement, it cudnt have been easier for me, i merely "o`" haha. and its over.
cant helped but feel extremely relieved. after this incident, i really learnt tt we cannot be so dan chun n trust jus anybody.. cos even e person with e most innocent face lies a cant-believed-hideous face behind tt mask.. we must be cautious.. and anyway every1 makes mistakes its jus a matter of whether we will correct it or not.. and wats more, its jus msn, wats e big deal rite? haix, working life is indeed more complicated..
Sunday, March 26, 2006
♥ 6:28 AM
i'm so troubled. (well u can choose not to read cos i'm jus using this blog as an outlet to pour my agony n it's gonna b boring....)finally understood why we shldnt trouble trouble.. haha //dun trouble trouble unless trouble troubles u// sth lidat right.. but its human to go against isnt it? haha e more u dun want, e more i want. e more u want e more i dun want. haha sometimes things r jus lidat, hor?jus now ivy called me.. told me abt this guy called norman.. who is a tell-tale. (sounds so enid-blyton) means he's childish also lor.. haix.. u know what this guy did? he told on me! or rather its either me or tt new guy, andrew.. well norman's e IT department guy.. but that doesnt reserve e right for him to be so mean right.. he sent emails to EVERYONE in the co n say the "part-time worker uses MSN during office hours.. and unless the contacts are suppliers or customers.. its not allowed and ask eileen (my supervisor) to look into the matter.." WTH.. wat crap can befall me.. i think its really too much lor.. i duno if he's referring to me or andrew.. but both of us r guilty of that i'm sure.. haix but still he dun even leave us with a hou lu.. so saded.. so sian.. so fan.. and e ironic thing is that.. almost every1 in e co uses MSN.. -_* mmmmm. c us juniors hao qi fu.. now ppl will definitely be giving us that look on monday.. really dun feel like working lorrr.. feel so sian.. so sick.. i mean, maybe u may think its no big deal, but i really bother abt what ppl think leh.. but c'mon la we wldnt use msn if we are that busy rite.. tt means we r so free.. aiya sometimes its jus a matter of heng-sway lor.. n as usual, im jus so sway.. (whether its me or andrew).. im gonna face e music on mon.. what am i supposed to say when eileen pop that qn after reading tt email.. n what will b e rxn of ppl who gonna read their emails only to realize e part time workers r slackers.. hAHA.. which is not true lor.. we slack only when we have nth to do.. when we have sth do.. since when we not try our best to do it well right.. im so sian.. i know u r worse right reading my complaints.. but do u know how it feels on a sat morning when some1 calls u to tell u.. "u know, i tell u sth concerning u.. norman complained agst u.."it totally spoilt my mood.. there goes my weekend..n to aggravate e situation.. my gym activity was cancelled.. hmmmmmm what a disappointing weekend.. it is only recently tt i msn-ed lor.. so mean...! :(u know, im so sad... my bestest frens are all not in sg... no one to hear me complain... except for qian though.. poor thing.. haix
the most irritating person that i've ever met
Friday, March 17, 2006
♥ 5:35 PM
where on earth does such irritating person exist? well its AT WORK. its pissing me off by e second to e extent that it irritates me e moment he opens his mouth to talk (or rather to brag) omg this is killing me. it has transformed a happy alice to a pissed off bad mood alice. so sad right. if u want to meet him, join me at work. arghhhhhhhhhhhh. someone free me from my agony. its THAT new guy. damn!!
hi there.......
Thursday, March 16, 2006
♥ 3:13 PM
aHaha peeps i am back after so long of not blogging.. well so much has happened since e last day i blogged. imagine i was still sharing with u guys my fear for the impending results n now, e results r out n im confused as to which course to select. not tt i have a wide variety to choose from though. its either i have no interest or the course is jus too popular for me to be selected. haha. well, now still thinking, is engineering e choice for me? i dun even know much abt it tt is. and do you think for someone who didnt even score an A for chemistry during the As should even consider choosing chemistry to major in university? i seriously duno. im quite lost actually.. lots to think.. n guessed latest by next week i gotta make a decision. yes, a decision.
i think i did mention to ppl that my job has been extended.. well it has been extended to june..imagine from end of jan to end of feb to end of mar n now june.. still rem my agent telling me its only a short term job of a mth.. nv wld i expect working in epak for like half a yr.. haha. but really happy here. with nice colleagues and all, at least it doesnt make work a drudgery. but after tt 20% cpf cut, my pay is like ... dots lor. so little. so sad. considering taking up part time tuition.. but as i said, only considering la.. cos when uni starts dun think i still wanna teach leh.. yup but if any1 happens to haf those short term jobs like few days kind can earn more money call me k.. haha. seems like after jc had been spending money like wat hor.. buy so many stuff, some still havent use, really lagi waste money sometimes i feel.. well well well
and hor, did i mention how i envy my frens?? fa n yy jus back from hk.. n next week geri is gg to taiwan with her frens.. wahhhh so shiok la.. i can imagine tt "no" look on my mum's face if i pop tt qn.. hAiz. n aidah has jus got her license ytd. cool rite!! damn envious la but congrats man! of cos feel happy for her. :) but then again, my turn is abt to come.. 4th april lor.. really hope to make it..
u know, i sorta think working life is more tiring than schooling leh.. haha maybe we always think e thing tt we r doing at tt moment is worse.. but still, schooling is more fun la. at least can slack at our own expense though. work ar is diff liao ar.. but e thing gd abt working is S eleven. hahaha.
