actually feel extremely tired now. eyes shutting, brain half dead but guess i still must write tis entry leh otherwise like dui bu qi myself. haha. its my b'dae. yet another yr older. as usual, every yr, there are bound to be ppl who rem while others dun. some significant, others doesnt really matter. at e same time, there are oso new ppl who rem, even if it happens to be e last hr. i still think, its e tot tt counts, so it doesnt matter. =)

2 days ago, hm, fa, jf, st, yy celebrated my b'dae for me at swensens. it was a really enjoyable day for me! e return of tt kind of warm feeling tt one cant describe. and wld like to say a big big thank you to u buddies for making my bdae an unforgettable one. and..i really like e wallet and e thing yy painted too! its very sweet of u all..and truthfully, even if its e bedsheet, i will luv it all e same. had a real nice time eating eating talking laughing..really wish time cud stop for a moment..

ytd was really touched! geri actually came to deliver my bdae present to my doorstep! i was really at a loss for words. cant be more fortunate to haf such great frenz ard. a million thx to my best buddy!! geri, dun be too stressed too..syf gonna be over soon!!!

nothing really special happened today. had band til 7, by e time i reached home i was like dead beat liao lor. can die. nothing much, jus hope tt tis yr wld be smooth-going for me and all of my frenz and everyone else! and once again, a big thank you to everyone who plays a part in lighting up my otherwise dull life! i luv u ppl! =D

haiz.. "success begins with a fellow's will, it's all in e state of mind..."

yes i do agree with tis statement obviously cos its true. but does anyone has any idea how demoralising it is and how it really dampens our mood when every attempt proved futile and unsuccessful? today was a bad day for me. i studied for maths test, i really did but but but i suppose mr chow will feel as though a fool has done e paper when he marks. i scribbled rubbish on it. totally. tt 50 mins was just filled with blurred tots crawling in and out, hardly anything registers right. i just hate tt damn P and C and probability to e coreee. but wat can i do, i have to face e fact. i just cant be any weaker for tis few topics on stats. sometimes i feel as though i can go jump. (but of cos i wun do tt. haha) haiz was really upset today, felt a familiar feeling, just like tt i experienced when i was e only one who failed e phy fac test last yr. but tis time is diff! its maths! my fav subject! and i am gonna flunk it with a record-breaking low single digit score. (i assure u tt) as i was pondering and reflecting upon tis kinda of rubbish marks tt i'll get, i think all i can do is to persevere even more. wat can i do right. like wat ks sing, try harder next time, practice makes perfect. think tts wat i gonna do, work harder. maybe it wasnt enough. its no use crying over spilt milk, so i must make sure e next test/exam/quiz/watever CANT fail again.. if we believe we can, we can cos there are many things in life which happen cos we believe it will.. PERSEVERE TO THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S I A N I N G
B O R E D
D U L L

to geri: yes indeed i cant help but agree. where there's a will there's a way. i dun believe anything is impossible if we persist to do it. but its ok, jc life is tough undoubtedly and wats more e stress tt mj is giving to e students cud be damn taxing and i really dun wish to compound ur sorrow? let frenship resides within our hearts for i believe our frenship is strong enough to withstand e passage of time, right?although i must say of cos tt i wud really like to spend more time wif ya cos i cant imagine e amount of things i wanna tell u. theres so much 2 say, so much.

thx fren for ur encouragement
Let it go~ you know you gotta let it go.
Things just happen, it's out of your control.
Let it go, it's time to let it go.
Let the tears flow, and the pain will go
* There's a hundred thousand things in life that'll make you cry.But there's a million thing in life that's worth your smile.
If you hold on to the pain the smile won't show.
So let the tears flow, and let it go~

its true sometimes i really feel bad for not spending adequate(?) or rather, spending v minimal time wif my frenz. yep sch life is sucky and stressful, but do u think i wudnt like to spend time wif ya? i must say, i wld love to. however sometimes life jus dun permit me to do so. i wldnt deny i've been lost abt wats going on ard ur lives, and i wld like to especially say sorry to hanmei too. even though its ur hols, but i've yet to even give u a call. sorry! i'll try my best to give ya a call ok? e last time i talked to u thru e phone was like discussing a maths qn, and so for geri. life's so sad i suddenly realized. y is time so tight tt a time to chat is so difficult?

alice, e lamer
21 years
S'porean by birth, nus chemist by choice, Christian by grace
Loves God, family and friends



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