wat an eventful wk.. it has been a damn long time since i last felt like this - so tired man. wanna hear wat i have? haha monday went for e checkup as mentioned earlier. wah lao damn sad la gained wt leh (shall not b disclosed here haa) but grow taller?? lol. not really much of a consolation though. guess i really gotta curb my diet (how many times have i mentioned this?! its just so tough) haiz. then in e afternoon, went back epak :) haha u know, it just feels so diff to walk into e office that day. its just so different. suddenly felt a bit apprehensive, imagine all e eyes on u when u entered.. haha but its quite fun la just to say hello hello talk talk to all of them cos i really miss them all.. my table is still untouched.. when i sat on my chair really got e urge to start keying those invoices leh.. those were e days. then went out with ivy to pw, wa lao mei liang xin fellow so long nv go out tgt liao.. haha miss her yellow getz man.

tues was out w qian @ pw again haha n wed with yh n jf at marina sq.. thurs went down to bedok by myself to collect that medical report then went to meet fool @ bugis after that.. in fact the heat these days is really unbearable lor.. sometimes really dun feel like going out.. but.. haha. n worst of e wk was fri. nus talk e entire day lehhh. 9-630 leh!! though in between we skipped some of e lect, but tell u, its really taxing on e mind lor.. to sit thru all these lect.. aft so long of not attending such talks, my attention span has reduced by quite a lot man.. haha can really close my eyes n shut off lor.. BORING.. n there goes my wonderful fri.. BOO. but its really chim leh, with all those bidding system.. so sian then seems like our classmates will keep changing too.. tutorials are based on balloting leh -means pure luck lor.. wa lao like tt bu shi will always have diff classmates..? so sian. i hate it.

today e fool says wanna go that vivocity of hers at harbourfront. guess wat?! we went all e way there to realize from e CS that vivocity has yet to be opened.. so lame right.. e fool's quite lame sometimes. :P hehe. but consolation is visit harbourfront centre lor, anw e last time i've been there was prob a decade ago.. mmm. then we ended up taking a train to PS.. nv buy anything except for a cutie pig! mine is a white 1 n e fool got a black 1.. haha got chance then post it up here.. haha.

haha so tts all lor enuf to drain all my energy away liao.. gr8 that i havent been doing any shopping lately.. haha ok la write another day.. tataz

hi!

lately, I've not been in e best of state. surely, some of u must have heard abt how sleepless my nights were and how bad my dreams were too. well, i really duno why. cant sleep no matter how tired i am, cant sleep no matter how much i toss n turn. well, perhaps yesterday's sleep was still considered ok, cos i din tk tt long to drift into lala land and no bad dreams. haha wat a sigh of relief. qian says mayb i was too tensed over sth. but to think of it, i've got nth to b tensed abt leh. haha weird.

anyway, went for checkup early in e morning w xinyi @ Eastern Specialist Centre @ Bedok. HAHA. thanks to kosing who recommended us this place, cos its much faster, much nearer, same price and no funny stuff encountered. hahah. (like wat some ppl mentioned abt e checkup at nus being quite.. er.. scary..?? ha)

ok la dun really feel like writing chunks of crap. later going epak to visit my ex-colleagues! haha so cool, hope it will b fun :)

omg i took greater than or equals to 1 h to drift into beauty slp ytd..........

haf been having slpless nites........

wah lao is it cos i slept toooooo much liao.............

arghhhhhhhh.................

n why does is the phone in my rm forced to have e same no as my sis.....?

n to aggravate e situation, why is it that my damn rm phone is spoilt.....?

why my hp no 24h free incoming.......?

so sian so im complaining

i think i need to numb myself till i super tired then i can slp

who's willing to spend e nite talking to me

haha

bored.. how..?


yet i just feel like doing = nothing =


mayb its sch-abt-to-reopen blues

or mayb its cos of e qet this fri


s i a n n n z

i was just complaining how bored i was on monday.. n here am i feeling all busy again.. haha its gd to hear that right...? but then sian.. like got so many things to do leh.. crap. or maybe, i can also say i have got so many things to buy oso.. u know, i dun really like e idea of uni life starting so fast.. but hor, no choice ma, have to face it right..? so must psycho myself.. buy new stuff for sch.. like small kid like that right? :P haha fool n i went to make a pencil case tgt.. so it will b like exactly e same la.. but its nice isnt it? haha realized we just have so many things in common.. lol.. wanna get a new watch.. hee it cost $108 after disc.. wanna get a nike bag oso (hopefully).. but a new shoe is out of e qn.. though i saw this really nice orange nike logo shoe.. so nice!! but no la.. me not working liao.. no income leh.. cant b i spent my june's salary away ba?? hahah in fact i got this urge to go back for e last wk of june to work leh.. they say $50 a day.. quite gd for me leh..then can input $250 into my bank.. hee.. haha.. hmmm.. duno leh still considering.. but like a bit weird.. duno la..

this morning was chatting w xue on msn.. talking abt e failure of e trip again.. as usual we love laming like saying "hey later meet for lunch at back gate.."..haha then we'll say "will b late"..then guess wat..xx says.."late for yrs.." haha quite sad hor, its true.. last july gt to c her.. now oso gt 1 yr liao.. we meet each other in pattern of years.. sigh.. when will be e next time we meet again..?

on another note, since hols abt to end liao.. hope can get to meet up w as many ppl as possible.. or maybe as frequent as possible.. wanna do all those stuff i wish to do b4 sch starts n all get bz again....

tu ran zhi jian... hao xiang hui qu zuo gong... hao xiang nian na bian de yi qie yi qie.. dan shi.... ai...

aint i supposed to be asleep now..? aint i supposed to get up early tml..? suddenly i missed e feeling of rushing to work, being busy and simply of cos to meet e ever so familiar ppl.. things are like that, when we get to experience it on a routine basis, we simply detest it and many a time, i dread going to work.. so boring i tell myself.. i wanna rest at home, i wanna enjoy my hols, sch is abt to start.. these phrases keep going in and out of my brain always.. but now i feel like working again.. haha so lame right.. i was telling myself.. aiya tml so boring nth to do also.. hahaha.. mao dun hor! u know i feel so sad leh, i realize i really missed these ppl alot alot.. wonder will they miss me too...? hahah :P cos i really do




for instance.. i missed this girl up there alot. she's ivy fyi haha

maybe its all a matter of getting used to it. just havent adjusted to the new life yet. just like i still missed my buds xue n hm in overseas. sorry xue, i cant join u for hols this july. sigh. i rem how hard it was for me to get used to the new life w/o xue in sg cos there was really a long period of time when we really spent just sooo much time together. and jiu zhe yang, ye you 2.5 years le.. kuai ba..? but luckily hm is coming back in 2 mths time! whee~

sian. feel like working tml leh..? hehe. dun really look 4ward to uni life as yet. quite sian of making new frens, adjusting to a even newer env, and most sian is sick of mugging. lost e enthusiam to mug if there ever was in the beginning. haha. but then again, its gonna be a new life, who's gonna know wat lies ahead..? well.




this a pic of us at hotel winsdor.




love this pic love em too :)




time to say goodbye..

argh.. really hate e feeling of missing... it mks my heart feel terrible.. can some1 occupy me so i wont feel like thinking so much....? hahah thanks

stupid i just typed 1 entire chunk of stuff n blogger have to hang. now have to type again?! stupid.
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6 mths whizzed past just like that. yesterday was my last day at epak.. as much as i wanted to stop work n rest, i v much wanna continue to work w them. i just cant bear to leave them. they left behind so much memories for me, memories which will forever be etched in my heart.

that day started w me wearing a green dress to work!! (ps: in case u dun know, im not one who love wearing dresses n i definitely dun have many at home) and tt justifies how much courage i need to muster to wear tt to work. aHA! call me lame i dun care tts me la. hehe. i wore a dress not cos i want to ok, its cos i promised 1 of my colleagues to wear lor cos she said i always wear jeans to work. well well. ok so tt morning ivy came to fetch me to work (cool right)..ahhh its my last day, so sad! work seemed diff that day.. i wasnt really working.. my mind drifted and suddenly a lot of memories flowed back..

i remembered how i got this job. how i hated my job as a CSO back there at HH and sent my resume to an agent pertaining to this job and e next day i got e job. how prompt. i remembered how formally i dressed w a blouse n heels to work on my 1st day on 9/1. i went alone, feeling a lil scared, quite sian of adapting to a new env all over again. perhaps its cos im e youngest in e co, all of them treat me v well n v soon, i realize i could get along pretty well w them. at epak, i made a new fren. haha. i say tt cos this funny colleague ivy of mine became a gd fren of mine. sometimes u just cant believe how amazing fate is, making e paths of 2 ppl cross.. how coincidental that she sits next to me, lives so near me, so chatty like me, lame like me and slowly we began to talk for hrs late into e night, msn together, lame together, go shopping together etc. i personally find it quite fascinating how friendship can grow. haha. n i thank God for that. ok enuf abt that.

at noon, when boss left office, we were already taking lots of pics liao. haha. so fun. then we had buffet lunch at hotel winsdor (duno how to spell, at fa's hse there..) i had a great time there. not tt e food is fantastic, but e moments spent there was really not wat words could simply describe. haha. could still rem e first dinner i had w them was after my 2 weeks of work for e pre-cny dinner at orchard hotel.. (not bad hor?) e next e post cny dinner at paramount hotel..n thereafter was a farewell dinner for 1 of e staff at no signboard.. n believe it or not, we actually went kbox together on e 28/2 (1 day b4 a lvl results k!) siao siao lor. we sang till midnight somemore. lol. i remembered how happy every1 were n how i laugh n laugh when every1 were singing those hokkien, cantonese n long ago chi songs.. of cos they got pei me sing some new songs laa.. hahah still rem we sing e shuo ai ni n kan wo qi shi er bian till quite high lor..lol.. haha those were e days.. and so fast everything have to end.. (fast forward>>>) 530 came, i gave each of them my present for them..my hardwork ok.. i made each of them a card, a personalised friendship band pen with their names on it and a packet of sweets.. (not bad hor?? hehe). they were v surprised n touched.. hahah.. must right.. lol. n sandra (e accountant) actually said i voiced my grievances in e card.. where gt.. lame..ok then we were taking lots of group pics together.. n as each of them wished me luck, all e best, asking me to take care, etc.. i cant helped but teared a lil.. im just so sad, so sad to leave them.. :(

alice, e lamer
21 years
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