I need that Hand to lead me.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
♥ 12:04 PM
my life's pretty screwed up now. seems like nothing just goes right.
ytd's incident i wrote half way save in draft dun feel like continue writing it cos like wat lamer says, we dun live in the past
i thought i was feeling elated after lamer's picking up my calls and replying my smses but apparently when we talked abt the incident proper, i know what's she's unhappy or pissed off about. but she's quite harsh actually i din really have a chance or rather i duno how to tell her exactly how i feel.
she must be thinking what i wrote in the sms were nonsense but she has no idea how much she meant to me as a fren. no idea. i feel very disappointed and upset. my mind is in such a whirl that i cant concentrate, again.
yeah i know i can walk on and not think abt it wld be better cos she also said everything's over no point bringing it up and brooding over it. thing is, i cant help but feel upset by how she view the entire issue.
maybe its a fact that we dun understand each other yet, which is quite sad.
life's screwed cos of personal matters as well as schoolwork.
thanks to dr lam n hoang for the announcement today: 14chapters of organic chem test next wed.
and thanks also to physical chem, its so damn hardddddd.
also to the presentation which i havent prepare wat i want to say for this friday.
and also to the pr2202 project which is still dangling there.
Lord, i feel so so so so so so so so drained and i really feel like crying my heart's out
give me a break
----God will make a way where there seems to be no way.
HAPPY CNY!!
Friday, February 23, 2007
♥ 4:56 PM
The official 3 days of CNY is over, sian means the hectic life is gonna set in. or rather it has already set in.
CNY was cool, haha cos i really gave myself a great break ignoring the fact that i actually have to finish the last bit of the cm1131 webcast on chu 1 itself -.- dotz. but apart from that, its fantastic. ha, this yr was better than the last, it's more re nao and at least there is the festive mood :) haha last yr was so boring can. but the ironic thing is last yr when i hardly go any visiting i had so many new clothes and this yr i have to resort to wearing old clothes on chu 2 liao. haha. ate lots of goodies - esp pineapple tarts!! my fav!! i prefer those where the pineapple is embedded... somehow it just taste better :) and also love letters!! not really the cny type.. but the strawberry ones!! its an addiction really!! even typin it down now makes me feel like eating it wahahah. i like the feeling of many ppl gathering at my hse and all that noise. its nice! day 1 and 2 my fam and relatives were gamblin away haha even my nephew joined in k. zzzzz. but not me! i dun gamble! haha!
chu 3 was a special day, as its the day my 2nd sis got engaged. well, dun ask me like why this period, cosssss according to my parents, its an auspicious date. lol haha. though its just the rom, i feel as if my sis is getting married on that day. hmmmz feel weird all of a sudden. i will miss her?? definitely so!!!!! my sis was especially pretty =D
ok its getting late. in fact sometimes i dun really that mind getting all that bz cos sometimes it can really numb our feelings. we can stop thinking about trash and just let our brain immerse in those sums etc though they suck man. haix now is the one of the peak period le, duno when can have gatherings again. seems like long time nv meet geri fa hm yy they all already. sigh!! must find time!! not now though.
digressing, are there ppl whom we nv fail to think about everyday? how come? (it's random)
Hello!
Friday, February 16, 2007
♥ 1:57 PM
Had been a long time since i last blogged. been very busy lately. external drive has ended :) Thanks to everybody esp ko sing, ivy, kenneth and benji who made the effort to come. so touched! to all who cudnt make it, dun wry, i can feel ur presence de! haha and thanks to qian and miao for coming to help. it's greatly appreciated :) ji dian fu for cny right! hehe. after so much hard work, the day has finally come. now left with the qing gong yan le.cny is coming. not exactly excited actually cos i didnt really buy any much stuff this year :( sigh, sis rom still wearing last yr's dress and havent even bought a decent heel yet. so sian. but a bit no mood leh. not really in the mood to go shopping, feeling very tired. overdose this week lor. ate banz, yummy steamy and pizza hut today. omg, really ate too much le. cant imagine what's gonna happen to be after cny. haix, still got 2 projects, 2 webcasts, 2 lab reports and many many assignments........... save me someone...... and btw anyone interested to exercise please let me know........ i need to exercise badly man....that day i suddenly missed sss badly leh. yi zhuan yan, she has left for 3 yrs plus le.. really cant wait for her to be back this july man.. u know how diff things wld be if she were here...anyway, a very happy CNY to all! May u all rec lots of $$!!!
TIME REALLY FLIES like a blink in the eye
Friday, February 02, 2007
♥ 10:22 AM
wah, i really think zzzzzzz time passes so fast! guess wat it slipped my mind that next sat is like will be 10/2 le! i tot still got 1 more extra week.. argh im scared, time passes so fast reemphasizes to me tt theres still alot of work i havent done still got alot alot of work i got to catch up on alot more reports coming alot of assignments not done alot of lsm qns not done projects not started and just so many things to do and im going out this sat and sun :) :( but i will still go out this sat cos i miss u fool! haha! i feel like dying man with the amount of work that needs to be done and here am i typing away why why why 1/4 of my sem is over arghhhh just feel like arghhhing awayinternal drive is over, fast ma? we managed to raise 7k plus for the past 3 days, hope to collect more from our prof though.. havent reach target yet!! yep i mentioned 10/2 just now right.. its our external drive at suntec!! pls come and lend us ur support!! we will be there from 10-8.. yup bt my shift will be from sat 12-6 and sun 12-4.. free pls come!!! look forward to seeing u guys there!i cant breathe suddenly man. i just saw a mountain of work in front of me. i guess it will be here till aft cny. wells..
