it's gonna be monday... again..
Sunday, September 30, 2007
♥ 3:59 PM
ssssssiiiiiiiaaaaaannnnnn. yes, talk abt that, it's gonna be those mondays again. another 2 more mths and ta-da! greetings from the exams. when only one mid-term has been over for me. arghhhhhh. one week passes so fast! really duno what have i been doing. tutorials i did none. projects start on one. assignment i did one. study i did (so)some which is close to none. meet ups i went some. lab report not yet done. talking i done tons. tell me tell me, what's wrong with me????? well, blogging i did some. :S
u r a gift
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
♥ 1:39 PM
hols..i know they ain't hols. i feel so messed up actually, with incredibly lots of backlog. u wldn't like to hear them anyway. and i am squeezing every time i have to spend with my most loved, most missed ones. despite the fact that at the back of my head, the huge amt of work seems to be haunting me automatically. i know its impossible to finish them anyway. and bro's psle next week, its stressing me too cos teaching him gotta be part of my agenda too. wow, its like i can't even cope. sigh. just last fri i tot that a hols would be a gd breather, but boy was i wrong. however, u might think i've been mugging. but thats where u are wrong, cos i dun have the time to mug!! thats why... im stressed!!!!!but in the midst of all these stress, i feel happy to be in great company. and for a moment, i stop to think, you are probably one of the best gifts for me, way better than the bag!haha! and thinking abt you i know that we're going thru this shit tgt, i know that we must make it and we will. cos we are... hardcore!!! (i wish)sometimes i wish..u are right here with me!! studying all these orbitals,spectrum and wat have you!!!ook i am dreaming.. jiayouuuu!!!!
It is an occasion to me.
Friday, September 21, 2007
♥ 2:59 PM
so its almost exactly 7 monthssince i last eaten the most favourite banz.not as saltish, not at the square table but with the same company i lost 7 months ago.i did it fool, i've waited till this very day and i thank God for that. :)
are you or are you not just another passer-by?
Monday, September 17, 2007
♥ 6:24 AM
It takes no time to find a strangerIt takes a while to know a stranger's nameIt takes a short moment to become acquaintancesIt takes a moderate time to know a friendbut it takes a long time to become good friendsIt takes a long time to become confidantesIt takes a long time to build a strong friendshipIt takes a even longer time to forget a good one.so,when i am upfront abt what i feel, it means i truely treasure you.i like this..a lecturer once said how well we can recall from our memory was equivalent to how well we learnt it in the first placeso when i can recall all the memories that we shared, this probably meant how much i have cherished them right from the start.....:)oh.. and its mummy's bday todae! happy b'day!!
Its back to reality.
Monday, September 10, 2007
♥ 12:36 PM
So, i am back. after the really wooow trip at Mersing over the weekend doing star gazing. where i saw for the first time - a meteoroid, milky way, northern cross and the entire star-filled sky above my very own naked eyes. of cos, there were also scorpio, saggitarius, jupiter, vega etc etc. i still can't believe i actually spent such a beautiful night under the stars in the mid of a school semester. haha, wow, what a wonderful feeling.but.. its back to reality again. cos i duno why i am feeling very sian all over again. cos i am back to my thinking self. i am back to missing the ppl around me. i am back to thinking if i have neglected some who would have needed me by their side. i am back to thinking about lots of things. i am tired, i am tired of actually being the lamer u see all e time. sometimes, i just wish i can keep quiet and one will know the silence didn't matter. i am very tired already... give me a hand. haha. :)
that beautiful sunrise.
finding comfort admist appreciation
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
♥ 2:44 PM
It's 040907 and it's none other than the other lamer's b'dae. ever since that incident in feb which lasted through months, i have longed given up hope on many things. especially when the day she told me bcos of part 2 of misunderstanding she could have thought abt giving up e friendship with me. that hurt me to the max and was probably the time i could visualize my life falling apart. that was also when i walked that 10km of distance. cos i told myself that it is only when she tells me she has given up then will i do so. i was at a total loss. and was at the stage where i want to numb myself with either fatigue, hunger and wat nots. but i held on to the last bit of hope God gave me and He has proven He has not forsaken me by salvaging this friendship of ours. I am thankful for everything that has happened and i urge my dear friends out there to treasure all the friendships that u know mean alot to you. before i decide to make the "accordion" for her, fool told me that she does not agree to me doing so to a friendship which has already lose form and hence, by doing so does not hold any meaning anymore. that sets me thinking, cos i felt like a fool living in real self denial. but that was before everything was really ok. and there when i am 1/4 done with it, i have my san jie telling me, "do you think she'll appreciate it at all?" she knows nth abt wat happened between us and that sets me thinking too. but i followed my heart and got it done in the end still. haha.
and now i find it of great comfort to know that it has all been appreciated.
somehow, certain things are beyond what money can buy right?
on a side note,
i wanna thank yy.. cos she was the one who accompanied me for a few hrs in the ps shop that day.. helpin me with the colour combi and materials.. and having to go hungry and eat dinner at a very late timing.. likewise, it's all appreciated. :) but currently there won't be any pics now.. cos like u could have guessed, the last bit was really done in a total hurry and i had no time to shoot pictures. another time alright? ;)
