when u feel like u are a piece of meat in a pressure cooker..
Friday, April 04, 2008
♥ 12:07 AM
I don't know whats wrong with me today, because every single thing that twitches that heart of mine would make me feel like wanna cry. every single little thing. i think i'm crazy i know. i know it is really cos i'm so super stressed out, especially when i see that workload of mine pile up to a height i cant find a space to breathe. when i enter lectures trying my best to listen, to understand, but to no avail. reason being i am so lagging behind that i really don't know how to catch up. and today maybe that little thing in me snapped and i just felt like.... organic chemistry has really reached my limit, a limit i feel like tearing up every single page of my notes and burning them away. and to think that, i'll be taking advanced organic chem in hk. thats if, im going to hk that is. anyway, i am feeling better already, much much better. i am like that sometimes, just ignore me and trust me, i'll be fine after talking to somebody about it/going somewhere/going cycling/walking long distances/driving/etc.
and wanna say special thanks to dearest lela below, for being so spontaneous in accompanying me out, for FINALLY sharing stuff (HA!) and for simply being there when this crappy and lame friend of urs is really in one of her ultimate sian days. THANKS!
and we really eat kfc sia. and guess what, this greedy girl occupied 6 tables.......
anyway, the sian day has ended and i am really feeling much better now. exams are round the corner, jia you to everybody!!!
thanks to all my dearest friends, even though i appear not to be serious most of the time and i mean it. :)
lets stay expectant -
