i also wanna be wordy :p
Saturday, January 19, 2008
♥ 3:57 PM
hello all, so the first week of sch has ended, with 2 off days cos professional comm will commence next week. cool, cos i got my season parking at science! (no more raffles hall and having to wait for a1 and c.. happiness =) ) cool, cos i get to see my dear friends at sch more frequently. uncool, cos the chem lectures cant seem more alien to me. uncool, cos the crazy life is about to begin.. and also cos, that means i will be seeing less of some ppl i love.. and also cos, i will not be taking same modules as some ppl and i kinda already start missing her already.. after all, i love to park beside you and go home tgt!digressing, i realize i feel very happy whenever i see wonderful changes in the lives of ppl whom i love.. esp when at some moment in time, u have almost thought and accepted ppl's ideas, character, etc and felt that they will nv change.. BUT one thing for sure there is nth He can't do. =) i'm still working towards a closer relationship with Him, cos believing is really insufficient.. and i hope e day will come when the ppl ard me would too.. hmm, talking abt religion takes some courage isn't it? esp when we know how much objection and sensitivity it raises.. BUT me writing all these down, simply means i am sincere in sharing with you about the new changes in my life, and i hope that that day will come soon when we are able to share each others' happiness in the changes in our lives.on a separate note, sometimes certain things are hard to comprehend, and maybe, it is just like that. like how in e past some close friend's b'dae would matter so much that i would make sure i msged at exactly 12am, but yet today, i disliked myself for procrastinating for that mere 30 mins of sleep. how in e past a close fren of mine wld call me every now and then to chat, and yet today, we only talked during holidays. haha. and i can't explain why i feel so crap when i can't feel that similar love and care from somebody i cared so much for. can't explain why i duno how to describe the feeling whenever i hear a close fren mentioning Ant's name all the time. can't explain why i would sometimes hang up a close fren's call for another close fren's call. can't explain why sometimes im just so lazy for some impromptu outing yet sometimes not. anyway, no matter wat that i have mentioned above, even though some things have changed, and some things i can't comprehend, actually the fact remains the same that you all still matter a great deal to me and this has not, and will never change.and, i still love all of you as much, not a tad less.
