finding comfort admist appreciation
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
♥ 2:44 PM
It's 040907 and it's none other than the other lamer's b'dae. ever since that incident in feb which lasted through months, i have longed given up hope on many things. especially when the day she told me bcos of part 2 of misunderstanding she could have thought abt giving up e friendship with me. that hurt me to the max and was probably the time i could visualize my life falling apart. that was also when i walked that 10km of distance. cos i told myself that it is only when she tells me she has given up then will i do so. i was at a total loss. and was at the stage where i want to numb myself with either fatigue, hunger and wat nots. but i held on to the last bit of hope God gave me and He has proven He has not forsaken me by salvaging this friendship of ours. I am thankful for everything that has happened and i urge my dear friends out there to treasure all the friendships that u know mean alot to you. before i decide to make the "accordion" for her, fool told me that she does not agree to me doing so to a friendship which has already lose form and hence, by doing so does not hold any meaning anymore. that sets me thinking, cos i felt like a fool living in real self denial. but that was before everything was really ok. and there when i am 1/4 done with it, i have my san jie telling me, "do you think she'll appreciate it at all?" she knows nth abt wat happened between us and that sets me thinking too. but i followed my heart and got it done in the end still. haha.
and now i find it of great comfort to know that it has all been appreciated.
somehow, certain things are beyond what money can buy right?
on a side note,
i wanna thank yy.. cos she was the one who accompanied me for a few hrs in the ps shop that day.. helpin me with the colour combi and materials.. and having to go hungry and eat dinner at a very late timing.. likewise, it's all appreciated. :) but currently there won't be any pics now.. cos like u could have guessed, the last bit was really done in a total hurry and i had no time to shoot pictures. another time alright? ;)
