i am unfair
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
♥ 2:04 PM
i like geri's last entry on respect n communication. its not gibberish this time! i understand! :]
actually i feel that i am a very unfair person, especially towards the people around me, and i am trying to change. cos...
.. sometimes i feel that i treat my friends better than my family. there are too many times which i've taken things and people for granted. but i do love them, in fact i love them more than anybody else.
.. i dun treat all my gd frens equally. i dun get equally uptight when similar misfortune befall upon me. i dun like it this way, but its nature. then again, if i get equally upset, probably depression would not be the best word to describe the situation even.
.. i dun confide equally to all my good frens around me.
there are many reasons, but more often it is cos..
.. u may not know the person in e picture and its hard for u to relate
.. its a tiring task to repeat the problem over n over again and dun u feel the prickling salt on the wound each time? doesn't it makes it harder to heal?
.. u may not be the most convenient person to confide in at that instant
everybody needs a confidante, but the person whom we confide in may not always be the same each time. so, if i do confide any problems in you, it means i do treasure u. however, the converse is NOT true.
