a disease
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
♥ 1:44 AM
sighz.the previous entry abt the sunshine aft the rain is so fos, cos life has not been better since 25/2. haix, i duno how long i have to wait, but i'll wait for as long as it takes? i duno how long this tired heart of mine can withstand though. i pray and pray that every tomorrow will be a better day. :)life has changed drastically for me. even my sis realized that there's a missing voice in my life. yeah, but someone wanted to have a change in lifestyle and i am clueless as to how much deviation that is from the former.i feel slightly better these days, i tell myself that i will concentrate on my studies and meanwhile still hoping to hear sth gd someday sometime somewhere. (maybe)it has been a long time since i last visited qiu lian ban mian. going to pw seems a totally odd feeling now. hmm, 期待原来是一种伤害....im beginning to settle down, trying to fix the mess of my sch work while trying to mend the broken parts of my life.anyway just ignore me, i'm having the emo disease.on a sidenote, i feel happy that lsm lectures have ended!! no more 8am lectures for me and thats why im blogging at this time now at home.. just a one hr tut today, how cool is that?
