I need that Hand to lead me.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
♥ 12:04 PM
my life's pretty screwed up now. seems like nothing just goes right.
ytd's incident i wrote half way save in draft dun feel like continue writing it cos like wat lamer says, we dun live in the past
i thought i was feeling elated after lamer's picking up my calls and replying my smses but apparently when we talked abt the incident proper, i know what's she's unhappy or pissed off about. but she's quite harsh actually i din really have a chance or rather i duno how to tell her exactly how i feel.
she must be thinking what i wrote in the sms were nonsense but she has no idea how much she meant to me as a fren. no idea. i feel very disappointed and upset. my mind is in such a whirl that i cant concentrate, again.
yeah i know i can walk on and not think abt it wld be better cos she also said everything's over no point bringing it up and brooding over it. thing is, i cant help but feel upset by how she view the entire issue.
maybe its a fact that we dun understand each other yet, which is quite sad.
life's screwed cos of personal matters as well as schoolwork.
thanks to dr lam n hoang for the announcement today: 14chapters of organic chem test next wed.
and thanks also to physical chem, its so damn hardddddd.
also to the presentation which i havent prepare wat i want to say for this friday.
and also to the pr2202 project which is still dangling there.
Lord, i feel so so so so so so so so drained and i really feel like crying my heart's out
give me a break
----God will make a way where there seems to be no way.
