A Multitude of Emotions
Saturday, August 05, 2006
♥ 1:39 AM
wah. its happening again. last night got pretty much things on my mind that i was thinking abt.. n guess wat, i dont know if it's me dreaming i cant slp, or i really cant slp, after a darn long time. do u know that feeling, that miserable feeling..? suddenly,i just miss a few people alot. suddenly, im not sure when i will meet em again. suddenly, i feel a sense of apprehension towards, my future and my life.
heard about my goals in life before? perhaps to many, i may appear to be quite an apathetic person, a person who always laugh off everything and doesnt care two hoots abt my future. haha, but in fact i do. however, there are also people who know that i take things so seriously that sometimes i just take a long time to get over setbacks and stuff like that. well, thats me.
casting those lameness of me aside, im actually a v serious person ok! hahaha uni life officially starts on monday (7/8) but lects start the following mon. really hope i wont mk a muddle of my uni edu like i did for jc haha. it's gonna b a brand new life! for a moment, i could feel a sense of anticipation admist all that sian-ness towards schooling, mugging etc again. at least, we have much more autonomy now, and have more say in our edu. but having said that, we have to pay a price la. haha cos bidding for modules is just such a tedious task. sian.in fact, i think i will join a cca leh. hmm, wat u think? wld u prefer a useful or a fun cca? like wat qian says, both wld b best. haha. for once, i hope to do sth i really like. motoring club (got go-kart those stuff..sounds fun)? photography club? volunteering stuff? or some toastmasters stuff(sounds quite scary though)? Hmm..uni in buona vista is really such a sian idea. dun u think it will be very different shld those unis b in e east? ok, im speaking on behalf of all e easteners(ha) cos we grow up in e east ma, like almost all our frens r here. because of e location, not only do we have to waste time travelling, we will be seeing less of those familiar faces as well with many accomodating in hostels n all.. speaking of which, i think i will miss that botak chap alot lor. she'll b mugging so hard tt she might forget me! (jus kidding~~) do u dare anyway, otherwise i will stuff ur head into e to_ _ et b_wl (hahah our trademark..) another person perhaps will be mousey dude cos she's moving out of e marine parade life.. lol.. nvm, got time lets pw tgt k.. haha. n of cos all of buds.. for fool, i guess we will still get to meet up quite often since our schs r both so far away.. hahah..hm will be back in less than 1 mth's time.. yay! xue, hope we can meet next year ba.. late for years..
