i'm touched. haha even if today turned out to be worse off.. i'll still be relieved cos i know there'r so many ppl who understand how i feel.. n truely is concerned.. :)
well today din turned out as bad as i thought.. i walked into office, trying my best to give e most normal expression i could, pretending tt i do not know anything abt tt msn thingy.. i was waiting n waiting.. waiting for tt someone to pop tt msn qn.. cos if e qn is not asked today, i really duno i've got to wait til when.. cos anw e qn will eventually b asked..
so jean finally poped "mei4 mei4, ni you mei you yong msn?" she was referring to tt moment ba, cos i think she oso dun wish tt i be caught again (?) after tt email was being sent out.. so i jus naturally said "mei you". anyway, she knows tt i use msn in office.. cos she actually chatted with me.. haha. then moments later, i heard tt 3 most sensitive alphabets of e day "M.S.N" haha from sandra's mouth.. she was telling andrew, "dun use msn during office hrs, it has affected e system etc etc". and b4 i could even signal to ivy tt someone has poped e qn, eileen came beside me and say jus almost e same thing.. and i was like phew. at least she didnt asked me if did i use msn during office hours. imagine, if she were to ask, i'll still have to think abt how to phrase etc etc.. which i've been thinking abt for so long during e weekend.. ivy thought i was moody after she poped e qn.. cos eileen has assumed i had used.. but dun u think e way she said it was even better? anyway, i've already decided its my fault n i shld admit my mistake wat even if tt norman guy did catch me or andrew. i was like watever la. but when eileen made tt statement, it cudnt have been easier for me, i merely "o`" haha. and its over.
cant helped but feel extremely relieved. after this incident, i really learnt tt we cannot be so dan chun n trust jus anybody.. cos even e person with e most innocent face lies a cant-believed-hideous face behind tt mask.. we must be cautious.. and anyway every1 makes mistakes its jus a matter of whether we will correct it or not.. and wats more, its jus msn, wats e big deal rite? haix, working life is indeed more complicated..
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alice, e lamer
21 years
S'porean by birth, nus chemist by choice, Christian by grace
Loves God, family and friends
