finally.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
♥ 4:20 PM
whatever tt seemed interminable will end one day.
and sure it did: e prdt of my 2 yrs in jc- e A lvls.
frankly, i cant really describle e feeling of ending my A lvls. its a feelin diff from tt of Os. i so much wanted it to end to e extent i was thinking abt it while i was doing my chem paper 1. seriously. i look at e clock : 3pm, another 30 mins to freedom. i was really very excited towards tt. haha.
jc. i so much regretted coming to jc last yr. i was practically struggling my way thru til there were times when i cud not take it anymore. many things happen during my jc life, both the happy and e sad. there were really times when i feel like breaking down and there were times when i wonder who will be there to break my fall. there were times when i feel e world abandoned me and there was no one for me to turn to. but i was wrong. it was e constant support from my family and friends that spur me to move on. it gave me e push and motivation to go on. there was a need to hang on in spite of all difficulties. and yes, i've finally pulled it thru. duno how e results will turn out to be, cos i seriously screw some papers up but i guess there's no pt brooding over it cos its over. its really over. isnt it simply unbelievable?
2 years ago i ended my o's on this same fateful day too. haha. wat a coincidence rite. and it was really great to spend time with my buds. e ppl who constantly gave me support in my times of darkness. no doubt. these 2 years have taken away so much of my time spent with them, though it might have been worse in other scenarios. but frenship stays e same, as great as pure as it is. how wonderful, i've got so much time to spend with them now. hehe. im delighted. but while im rejoicing over the end of the exams, i know fren, tt u are feeling troubled within. there isnt much advice tt i can give, but rest assured im jus a phone call away. pour ur sorrow at me! i will listen to em.
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however,there are certain things which have changed. certain things which time cant mend. jus like it takes 2 hands to clap, it takes 2 to make it work.
to all bio students esp yx hl sh, all e best man~!! jia you~!!
