stressed out lyf
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
♥ 2:17 PM
STRESSED OUTSUPER STRESSED OUT MANI CANT take it ANYMOREARRRGH~~~oh my..im feeling damn sucky these days..duno wats gonna into me..get aggitated v easily and sorry frens if i happen to get moody at times.. hope u understand.. and tell ya, e atmosphere isnt gd at all in sch. i cud feel e rush, e push, e v chionging kind of feeling but not motivation. its a diff case for diff ppl i feel, some work tt extra mile when they feel tt extra heavy load on them but for me,i will feel even more stressed out and my brain seems as if it has frozen. really! the load is an obstacle tt is impeding my progress. argh. i cant think when im feeling overly stressed and apparently i am... but luckily not at home, cos i cud feel no external pressure except my own. haha.. and also, wld like 2 thank my study pal for bearing my nonsense and hearing me out when im really not in the best of moods. thanks~ in sch, its really terrible. even if i've tot i've started e day out nice and right, having a great breakfast and all, but, stress can overpower me and make me feel like a tiny weeny dwarf. i jus cant take it sometimes. yes, its bearly 5 weeks to e As. but really hope i can survive through this ordeal. well, i must. hopefully things get better!these few days have been rather troubled. i wld call this e xin ku xin ye ku feelin'. it sucks totally. cos this time there's no one to shoulder this burden with me.. i really miss e sec sch days where every1 cares for one another.. where u cud feel ur presence..where u cud feel ppl sparing a tot for u..where sincerity and trust are always present.. i miss those times.. i really do..but i believe.....God will make a waywhere there seems to be no wayHe works in ways we cannot seeHe will make a way for meto all my friends, all the best for ur A lvls!!and to my buds, i miss u all sooo much...
