e 2nd last hurdle jus over
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
♥ 4:13 PM
Believe it or not...the 9 days of torture are over...a pity its not exactly over. results follow..however meanwhile im going to enjoy this 'long' hols of mine! an entire week! tts cool, v cool for me. i seriously think i need a break, my cramped up plus drained brain juices need some servicing.. -indeed- i think i am highly stressed out. a break!!!!!!!
but need to reflect a lil on these past exams. well prelims, wat can i expect? damn tough papers of cos. and the phy paper exemplifies my point. it was the toughest of the lot, and to compound my agony, i din had e time to finish e paper 2, like omg.. i left so many stunning blanks.. but come on, i did study v hard..but like do i have a choice..wells*...but most disappointing!!!- is really my maths. i made MANY glaring mistakes...!!! i really ought to be shot and definitely not forgiven man. and there are jus so many parts i cant do and i totally screw up my papers. WELL i SUCK. totally angry with myself.
sometimes life really sucks. why izzit always we have to reflect on such bad sides of exams?!?! arrrr! efforts =/= success but definitely no effort = no success for me.. so, having said tt, of cos for ppl like me who are not so smart, we had better at least put in tt amt of effort b4 we expect anything. but then again, i still conclude tt we must always work smart. guess i jus got to treat this prelims as a learning process, where i MUST spot and CORRECT those faults ba.
haha..jus cant wait for e train of activities im gonna have tis week! better meet up with my buddies! i jus miss them soooo much~~~~~~
digressing,
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, but of choice. Not something to wish for, but to attain. "think this quote taken from tpjc.net is v meaningful leh.. haha can apply for all real life situations leh, at least for me.. ;) haha.. we decide our own fate wat. y shld we keep wishing for this and tt hor? i always rem myself hoping for this and tt, guess i jus need to have more self-confidence too. think im jus too weak. too little faith is bad. yup. and as for friendships, it takes 2 to make it work as well. no point wishing tt it will last forever if no one's making tt effort...but im jus thankful i got fantastic buddies ard me. whenever im with them, i jus feel e world filled with so much warmth and sincerity. and i thank God for blessing me with such great pals who share my joy and ride the rough patches with me as well.. :)
