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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
♥ 1:35 PM
pon sch today..haha..nan de got 1 whole stretch of most desired "holiday"..haha.. let me recall wat happened lately..
of cos most significant of all, is the return of pj..e mths of july and beginning aug seemed a time 4 reunion for us especially. felt really happy, a pity she's back only for like a weekend.. not enuf time to prepare a set of memorable fun activities for her. but i guess tt afternoon at kbox spoke enuf esp wen we sang "peng you". an indescribable sourish feelin came pouring and floodin our uncomfortable hearts, could only try to control tt bit of water from tricklin' if not it jus rolled down like pj and yy.. haha.. friends are really so impt in our lives and it so happened tt of e million ppl we meet in tis 18+ yrs, we became part of each other's lives and tts fate. yep haha. went pool and took neoprint at bugis too. happy happy.
another thing tt kind of impacted me was e band concert. nv, nv had i felt tis feeling b4.. it was like.. "am i supposed to be sitting here?" or "aint i supposed to be playing those familiar pieces?"a train of thoughts went crawlin in and out of my tiny brain. but it was no time for regrets and well, i din. at least i know very well y i settled on tt decision. hate e feeling. saw dr lee tt day. duno if our eyes crossed, but felt indeed a sense of dui bu qi ta de gan jue.. hope he understands anyway. haix.
