im finally back once again~!
Thursday, June 16, 2005
♥ 3:53 PM
hi ppl~ im back.. it has been ages since i last blogged. heh boring lyf, nth interesting so there's no need for me to record my whole dull lyf here.. well today went for acjc concert.. kena ps by zq.. zzz but nvm lar tis may be one of e few last section/ band outing tt we'r having le.. so its okie.. actually its only thru syf tt gel us together.. not for all though.. some due to e trip, some due to chalet organization.. well its a total different feeling altogether in this band, compared to cchb. it feels great to feel ur own presence in tis kind of band-ing atmosphere.. though we may nt be some kinda big shot, at least its comforting to noe there'r frenz who can accompany us thru.. yep. haha. today's concert not bad, i wld say, v original and entertaining.. they'r really gd =) they played gloriosa and as i hear, i cant help but think of those torturous times wen we haf to train so hard for it.. looks like its really a relief, everything's over.
time is tight now. CT arriving in like a week plus. kind of feeling apprehensive. but jus sth i like to share which is really meaningful.<
desire for success shld be greater than our fear of failure>> well, i got tt fr tpjc.net.. haha. find it really meaningful, though i really think its tough to cast aside my paranoid gene* heh.. but i'll try.. no doubt failures are scary, but we jus got to find a way through, and i think determination shld help! hehe.. hope i can persist til e end of As..
next month's gonna be an exciting mth, cos my bud's back~heh.. sry for repeating but it has been a rily long awaited day! exams over, time to take a break from studies~~woohoo cant wait for tt day to come! but like exams haven even come. sometimes lyf is jus full of dilemma..as much as i dun wish exams to come.. i wish it can be over.. gosh wat a wonderful dream. haiz. so lets jus face it. 2 bad. haha.
also, there's sth i like to say esp for hm. sometimes i feel really sad, haf i been putting too much emphasis elsewhere tt i sorta neglected u? but i wld jus like to say, even though i may not show it, say it, u'll always be my cherished fren.. hope tt our frenship can withstand and grow with time and dist. haf a little more faith, ok? time is a lil tight for me now.. so even if we dun get to talk as often, laugh as often, lame as often, u'll always be tt gr8 fren of mine..
and of cos i wun forget u my dear pal! e only fren who stays so near me yet seem as though we stay in 2 diff ends sia.. no time no time.. time hasnt been on our side always.. so unfair.. fate is cruel, always separate us at each phase of my lyf.. but no matter wat.. diff venues we may be in now, a common goal + destination we haf.. so hope tt fate will bring us back again~! heehee.. miss ya lots! <> zzz lame..haha
actually in actual fact, i miss everybody soooo much!!!!!!!
