tired.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
♥ 2:42 PM
zoooom! there goes tis hectic term one only to begin another more hectic term 2 in a week's time. and it has to so sadly begin with a chem SPA. -_-"frankly, i dun haf any holiday mood at all, not even a little. life isnt as carefree as in pri sch (obviously) or even sec sch, when i can actually go out frequently wif my frens and wat ever. now, its planned for me. sth similar to a pre-package prepared specially for my march hols. i cant choose it and i just hate to comply of cos. wat e shit man as i looked at e "programmes list". a torturous string of unbearable activities. haha. yep. i think i dun need to spell it out loud. well i must say, life really sucks and u will realize it when the time u spend active at home is in e ratio 2:15? lol. i laugh at my own misery. i just cant believe my plight. im mad.
well. let me reflect abit on tis entire bz term 1. well it was tis yr tt i realized pe cud be tt tough and tt pe is killing~~ it was so diff fr j1 and definitely sec sch. i've nv looked forward to j2 pe lessons man. it is not relaxing at all, in fact, more straining den using brain muscles in class. haha. =P imagine going to pe and e teacher goes "go, 8 rounds". wah its like... so ez ar? i'll be half dead if i go at tt rate. im not insane yet. haha. but overall volleyball is ok lor. i prefer it to netball, basketball tt kind though.. but in any case, im just not cut out for sports. especially so. yep. ha. wow and next term will be rock-climbing! duno y leh, i noe it isnt easy of cos, but its a sport tt i've always wanted to experience and try it for myself, i think its fun. ok, at least tt will be sth i can look forward to? and and and, i really want to get a silver for napha!!! i wanna miss tt 1 period of class pe every week! but looks like alot more needs to be done.. my standing broadjump just sucks.. duno y some ppl can jump over e mat even....argh.. y do i just so suck at all these? zzz. speechless. hmm, as for studies, it has been sucky too, or shld i say i cud haf done slightly better for those irritating class tests? well well well. wats over is over. no point crying over spilt milk. so all i can say is, i shall work harder!!! to work towards a better term 2..... hopefully.
hmm, btw, im moving hse in like 4 days time!! time really flew past just lidat. and tml my jie fu gonna take my pc over le.. so wun be online for a couple of days.. will update again when i haf e time.. take care ppl~ =)
