A N X I E T Y
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
♥ 2:54 PM
sorry ppl haven been bloggin for quite some time.. lazy + nth interesting + sian + no time + + + excuses... haha.. yes haf been feeling worn out lately.. duno really noe y.. tired.. to e extent of me oversleeping on e bus 8 today on my way home... so zzz.. cant believe it, it was e first time i overslept on 8 la, and i've gt to alight in tis so ever unfamiliar place.. almost wanna to flag a cab home.. but wen i checked my wallet, i've gt only a pathetic 4 bucks... so no choice...i crossed e road and heng ar, gt 158.. there i go home.. hee.. tired like hell after doing tt stupid AQ and chem expt.. sian.
well back to e topic. anxiety. yes, there's rumours of chinese results out next week? gosh r u sure man, unless o'lvl is really tis week la.. TIME FLIES man..it seems only last month tt i took my chinese and so recent tt i've been doing those compos and yu wen lian xi.. but NO.. tts all tt happened last yr... and its time to take my results.. i MUST get a B4 at e very least.. but i've done e paper and i noe v well wat i've fared.. sucks..i've simply.....haiz...tt day is coming... wat am i supposed to do..?haven been doing any chinese stuff tt jiang asks us to....no mood... wat if im back to square 1? wat if i'm e only person who's gonna retake? wat if....... tis is so different from the o'lvls.. sort of have learnt wat contentment is all abt..haiz.....just pray hard tt everything will go fine..
well skipped band today. amazing. but its for a VALID reason ok. haha. and its not on purpose ar =P i really wanted to attend e biz talk.. but tell u, its really boring! haha.. *yawns* and e presenters actually dragged for another 20 mins.. :S.... and i reached home like already 730 liao la....haiz...sian....k la, im really tired + sleepy...... blog again next time~~
