~a new beginning~
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
♥ 3:52 PM
hi all~ believed my blog looks different now.. nice? haha..
my life is getting extremely hectic already, life's mad for me..more den 12h in sch = i think tis is crazy.. will i break down 1 day out of fatigue? ur guess is as good as mine.. can u imagine, we just missed a combine prac last fri due to hari raya haji.. but it has to be sorta replaced today.. so afterall it wasnt exactly a holiday.. haha..just a matter of postponing? maybe.. but last week is really cool..i enjoyed it totally...a 4-day sch week, 1 day shopping and noe sth! my sis has given birth already!!! a baby girl :) e only girl in my family after me.. hehe// actually e baby was supposed to be due next week la, but my sister kan chiong spider trait plus e baby's stubborness bring her into tis world a week earlier.. my sis fell down ma, while running after my nephew lor..zzz..how could she haf ran..so it was like she has to be admitted into e hospital immediately..thank gdness e baby is fine..but think all moms r brave man. i mean, e whole ting was like so impromptu.. e doctor was like saying, "ok u shall giv birth today" and she doesnt even haf time to be mentally-prepared..yep..but wat other choices r she left wif? no.. and tt day was like my whole family went to gave support to my sis! heh.. all of us lor.. we stayed in e hospital til 1am.. i was like dead beat.. haha.. but boy e baby is cool lar.. curly hair, *cute* haha.. 1 more member in my family..so re nao..hehe...
sian. today is only e 1st day of e week. sometimes i really wonder, how am i supposed to handle both my cca and my sch work? sch to me seems as if its make up of .5 sch + .5 band.. by e time i reached home, my energy level is like running low and i've to replenish v soon tt kind.. haiyo.. wat e.. sian.. sometimes how i wish we could do things because we wan to, not becos we have to.. i wanna enjoy it, but seems like unless my place could be confirmed, i would not be able to put my heart at rest..ai...frenz!!! i miss u all like crazy...! e more i thk of sch e more i thk of u all!!! sometimes i really wonder wat would life haf been if u guys ALL haf not left.. mayb certain things jus aint meant to be.. but mayb God wants to put our frenship to a test? haha.. its ok! i noe we can survive tis long distance frenship! cos e more i dun c u guys, e more i miss u al!! but nevertheless, special thanks to qian for accompanying me through e hard days of jc life, be it sch or cca. yep. and also, to all my frenz out there, take gd care of urself all e time k!
hopefully my mood is better. actually felt rather apprehensive abt today initially.. but thank God its over.. and another day will begin soon...just praying that life's reality wun b tt cruel to me and hopefully
dreams could be my reality...
