im real sad today.
Saturday, January 08, 2005
♥ 2:53 PM
im unusually upset today. duno exactly wat im feeling but all i can say i am real freaking sway today! it all started in e morning wen i reached my hse bus stop and missed bus 61, in e end was late in my meeting wif shuang,and of cos it was a chain effect la..i reached tamp safra bus stop the bus 8 was too full cant get up so boarded bus 28 and change an extremely freezing 39. i reach sch like late liao la, side gate closed. but e only lucky thing is tt despite e determined mad gate auntie who is so persistent in pushing us out of e almost closed gate, li shuang managed to squeeze her way thru and of cos i follow suit.so din kana book. haha.
tt was like e first part of my friday at sch..i had phy lecture and jus break and break til gp at 1130. argh. as much as i hate tutorials i hate to laze in sch like tt too. zzz. and i had to eat tt bloody chicken rice which i mean really bloody. the chicken was like gt blood~! pissed. it sucks. but overall sch was ok til afternoon. haf to put up wif ppl's black face :S its as though the whole world offended her. yep. so fierce for wat. its as if only she has e power to call e shots. duno how to put it lar. but im used 2 it as a matter of fact. and tt has to last me 3 hrs. but seriously lor, today i practised rather hard during band today. :o haha. i dun mean tt kind of pro type. im lousy and i suck lar. but mayb i used 2 slack a little 2 much. haha. no choice lar. syf coming. dun wanna be tao tai. zzz. sian. y on earth do i haf so many committments? i duno.
ok now next and tt will be e worST ever thing to ever happen to me!!!! wth?!!!! i lost my prized possession : my dearest wallet!!!!!!! arghhhhh im freaking upset now. haf no mood to tok. haf no mood to do anything as a matter of fact. but my mind jus keeps on thinking....wallet wallet where r u? i took bus 8 and slept on e bus lar. and i always hold my phone and wallet in my hand. wen i awoke i suddenly saw bus 65 behind..not wanting to miss it, i hurried and get down e bus, in e process i must haf dropped my wallet! argh!and i had no money. but all i cud do was to take a cab rite? had to borrow money frm my bro somemore. haha. and imagine sth frm ubi to my hse like sooo near only and i haf to spend a cab fare of 7 bucks. my goodness. it seems as tho i took a cab from tpjc. noe y? i paid for e jam as well. but 2 bad ma. it was e only available option for me. haiz. i almost lost my wallet e other day wif geri and jess at e arcade and i managed to retrieve it in like more den an hr later. will i be tt lucky tis time round? ur guess is as good as mine. in my wallet, i practically lost 6 most impt cards. my identication card (had to make police report and pay $100 for replacement). my ATM card (haf to call and freeze it). my ez link card. (haf to go online to check and left a voice msg informing them of my lost. still need 2 wait 4 em to call me tml. need to go all e way to pasir ris interchange to replace my card and pay $19). library card. (haf to pay $5 to make a new card.) xue's card. (i luv it so much bt its gone..) and a neoprint card. (it was my v 1st black and white neoprint card tt i took wif geri at funworld parkway..) why? why? why? why does it always have to be me? why is it that things impt to me has to go missing faster? wallet wallet all i ask is for u to be back. im still waiting like a fool, waiting for my wallet. e money tt i lost is minuscue compared 2 e tings tt i've lost. they really mean alot to me. i pray, i pray tt e sbs will call me..
last ting. my stupid ear. i duno whether if i offended it. its so irritating. wen i was young, maybe ard 6, i go pierce my ear..(both closed v soon coz i dun dare to put it back last time. damn stupid lar..) den after o lvl went bugis to pierce wif fa and hm. 1 closed. den jc1 sept tt time went parkway wif fa to pierce my tt closed 1. it sucks la. duno wat e hell is wrong. bleeding away and tt hole is like SHUTnow. zzzz. im speechless.not fated lar. watever. sickening.
duno y my 1st week in sch sucks. mayb to have topical tests to start e new yr is bad. haha. right now i jus ask for my wallet to be found.. i pray..
