words dun say it all..
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
♥ 11:42 PM
indeed, words jus dun say it all..its undescribable..i jus came back frm thai! and wat i'm experiencing now is a mulitude of emotions. at first, i rily dread going there. not becos i dun like e place, but im scared tt i'll b sian-ing away lar cos i like not v close to my band mates. however, now i miss tt place as well as e moments i spent dere. i learnt tt dere r rily v v nice ppl in band esp my section mates, eileen *monster, liting, huifen, yixin..they r all v nice ppl lar basically. if nt for em, i doubt dis trip would b a fun one.tho' this thai com was a letdown and it seems as if e one mth's effort has gone down e drain, but still it was a learning experience for all of us. e 800 words reflection (bt i din write tt much tho) somehow rily make me reflect quite a bit lar. so sad tt we not only disappoint ourselves but also let mrs neo n dr lee down lar. haiz. but we promise to work harder! *otherwise i also wun be going band fest liao. changed person lor.haha.actually im nt sure whether i'll b mentally prepared to be disgraced like hell tml lar. can u imagine..muz play so many songs n im going there to sightread tml??wth? cant believe it. wah tml is dec 1st liao lor. time passes damn fast. haiz. anyway e shoppin in thai is not bad lar, considering e fact tt i managed to get everyone in my family sth back except for my dad n frenz tt i gt em some food stuff only. sry lar. but i rily try v hard leh. so stressful wen shopping lor, still muz make sure get sth back for all. haha. but i had fun bargaining tho. but so sad case leh. i bargain till i still gt much thai baht left. i said i wanted to spend all lor. still, i tried lar, seeing tt i actually managed to spend like 1000+ baht on food in e airport today. not bad lar, i nv regret going. in fact, if not for dis trip, i thk i would nt get to noe many ppl better. haha. thx geri for ur golden advice :P haiz. half of my hols r gone and i haf yet to touch any work. die liao la. would i haf time? i rily hope so. there'r jus too many things out dere waiting for me to do. bz me. k la i'm off for e nite..
