if i could exterminate her...
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
♥ 8:16 PM
..things would be different. it seems as if i'm speaking in such a harsh manner, but tt is strongly wat i feel. nv. nv in my life haf i ever met such a person. a person who is already of jc level, and to make it worse, is among the cream of the crop. but tt refers to where studies is concerned. if i were to talk abt character and principle, i think she's downright undescribable. no principle, only noe how to complain to the principal. duno wat the heck she has so many things to complain abt, but to tell u seriously, she does haf an interminable list. this taught me alot. it taught me tt e world sux actually, taught me tt inequality will forever prevails. she can complain abt everything under the sun, complain abt teasing, putting on a false front in front of the 'big shots', showcasing her acting skills in fact. feigning weakness, how pitiful she is, for the fact tt her only aim in coming to sch is to study and we r bullying her..wow wat a nice drama plot. i classify this type of ppl as downright despicable. actually noe y i so pissed? cuz she actually has the cheek to bring up e issue of pw, saying I gif her the ______and ______ tasks to do? (do not wish to spill e beans)wah wat a well-fabricated lie! u can dun appreciate the things tt people do for u. u can choose not to do tasks assigned to u (i/c), can choose not to be involved in the editing of proposals, u can choose to do shoddy minutes and get some other subsitute to do it for u and credited to u), u can choose to go for cip and not gif a damn abt e WR (in fact all WR), can choose to do only 3 annotations, choose not to do compilation, choose not to talk during interviews, choose not to...the list goes on. BUT haf i ever shown my displeasure towards u? haf i ever forced u to do things tt u dun want to? haf I been tolerant enough? i guess i've been. perhaps a little too much and some ppl seems to take adv of this fact. touch ur heart, feel ur conscience. is it made of rock? ks, yc sacrifice their time to even bother talking to u, but instead of showing appreciation and repent, u love going to the extreme huh.. if u r so stubborn like a bull, i've got nth to say, but feel its damn silly coz u r juz breaking ur frenship wif e class, if there ever was in the 1st place. it does not do u any good i tell u..i'm sick of u, and i shall declare tt i realli detest u to the innest bone of my flesh. but how painful is it not being able to show?! pls dun push me to my limits, coz it's scary to see me flare, and my frenz can vouch for tt i supposed. Dear Lord, i'm in dire straits now. no mood for anything yet haf to face this kind of undesirable situation. the feeling of disintegration is so ever intense. please help me.
