a HeLpless M.E
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
♥ 7:49 PM
I can't..i can't..can't bear to c myself fall into this bottomless pit but i feel so helpless. there appears to be nth tt i can do. its clearly proven. studied for my fac test, but wat did i get in return? a 52.5%! i'm totally speechless. seem so loser yet i can't gif up. wat e.. i realli sense the ku shang jia ku de gan jue~ if only if only i could turn back time, but wat's e use of bringing up e mission impossible? in fact, i jolly well am clear of this logic but apparently i can't accept this painful reality and tt is the fact that the probability of me not able to hang in there is damn high! haiz. i sounds chao pessimistic ba. But tts life in Jc. I hate every single part of my life ever since i step in here. nth tt i enjoy. everyday is simply just a repeat of another, a repeat of a torturous day~ tts wat they call life. guess some screw muz be loose up there. mayb it was a wrong decision. but its too late to say tt now. just haf to struggle thru and hang on tho' the part tt i'm may b holding on to may just be a pathetic thread. sounds ku ba.. haha and my grumbles seem like it would last for eternity..there's simply no end to it unless there is a curb to this agony. haha. sian la if time permits which is impossible, i promise 2 treasure and appreciate every moment.
